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If you scratch my back now I swear I...A personal struggle with addiction
[This thread was started before the self-incrimination rule. Please don't bad rep posters for self-incrimination. I have decided to leave this thread intact for historical interest too. There are some posts not indicative of what we expect from people here. Despite that this is a fantastic thread! - Dickon]
Itīs my 8th day off the stuff . Nothing to be very proud of though since Iīve been helping myself with liberal dosis of methadone.
Iīve started with 80 mg. and now Iīm down to 12,5 and I feel itīs getting harder and harder not to ring up my contact, get the car out of the garage and put an end to this misery.
Somehow Iīve got the feeling that If I could get in contact with someone in a situation similar to mineto cyberscratch each other backsit would all be a lot easier. Or at least not so freaking lonely.
In a moment of utter despondency I opened a topic somewhere in this labyrintine forum titled " the way it feels", and just writing that kept my mind busy enough to keep it from wandering into forbidden territory; and that gave me the idea of tryng to get in contact with some kindred soul to help one another to fight it out .
Is there anyone..? please?
Last edited by Dickon; 23-06-2009 at 14:05.
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