crazy trips

[Aerine]

SWIM is not an expert with drugs but SWIM is not not exactly a newbie, but when SWIM takes psychedelic drugs SWIMS trip is very different..... Please tell me if this is quite normal... SWIM takes a psychedelic drug and SWIM starts having a great time but SWIM hears his minds voice very clearly and SWIM just follows his minds voice deeper and deeper into a different place. SWIMS actual surroundings are the same, but he perceives everything as if he was higher up outside of his body looking down on himself. SWIM knows he's somewhere else like SWIMS in a different dimension inside SWIMS head and there isn't any turning back.
SWIMS first time and every other time going here SWIMS had a horrible experience and its very hard to explain what happens. It's like SWIM goes from the beginning of life to the end explaining secrets and finding out some kind of absolute truth but SWIM cant recall any of it and it feels like SWIMS going to be stuck here forever, but then something happens SWIMS mind tells him something very important, and through previous experiences of being here SWIM knows hes going to be tortured SWIM tries to fight the torture block it out sober up but its no use SWIMS already consumed in this horrible unexplanable body high it is the worst feeling SWIMS ever encountered in his life thats all i can tell you. The first time ever going here SWIM thought he was stuck there for an eternity it felt like time stopped and when SWIM became tortured SWIM thought it was going to last forever It was horrible, so horrible SWIM actually thought he was in hell. The torture doesn't last forever even if it seems like its going to at the moment and with experiences of being there quite a bit SWIMS able to determine that the torture won't last forever and SWIM only has to endure it for so long, on one account SWIM actually was convinced someone said to him don't worry It'll be over soon, and shortly after that it was.
The horrible feeling instantly goes away its not gradual, and once its gone its replaced by a great feeling and even though SWIMS tripping SWIM knows he wont be tortured anymore in this trip. SWIMS mind then tells him more things which SWIM cant recall and SWIM slowly start the sobering up process which SWIM begins to realize everything that happened was bs and SWIM tries to make sense of it all, but SWIM realizes when he was "there" he knew everything his minds voice told him was true without a doubt.


SWIM is aware of his surroundings SWIM knows he's in a room he know where he's at physically but he knows for a fact he is somewhere else, and call it "there". SWIM tried telling his friends but they all said he was crazy and they have never experienced anything like what he said and that he's the only person that goes "there" Please help me guys is he insane.....

he shouldn't follow his minds voice its what keeps getting him into this mess. SWIM said it was the only thing really recognizable his minds voice of thought.

Every Trip SWIM goes on he goes on this adventure ^^ The same one