Journal - I've been clean from crack for (almost) 60 days!

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SWIM told me.....

I can't freakin believe it! altough i am a stunch athiest, I decided that I needed some help from some people who knew something about being clean and sober; ovbiously somethign I had no clue about. I did everything asked of me and this saturday will be my 60th clean day. I am like a whole new person; I can take a piss test and not worrying about it being dirty! that's like the neatest thing on earth to me.

I have been hitting meetings [Presumably NA/AA meetings - Dickon] pretty hard, i had a day off yesterday and went to 4 meetings. i have been to 2 today and I will go to another later on, my homegroup meeting.

i CAN HONEATLY say that the obsession that i used to have to pick up is gone. do I think about it from time to time? sure. i would be lying otherwise. but something is just different... the thoughts don't last, i think it's silly now, and when I do get urges I pick up the phone and call someone.

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Well Done you deserve this.