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Originally Posted by Fight Club
When NIK used coke, he would engage in compulsive behavior; video games, watching porn, masturbation, etc. He would also become both paranoid and reckless at the same time. NIK liked to wander around in public places and watch people for entertainment, but he didn't want anyone to talk to him!
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Interesting - made SWIM think about her own behavior while indulging before reaching the point mentioned below. SWIM's noticed that she gets into this crazy talkative mood where she says stuff that she might regret later. Because SWIM is feeling good, she tends to say too much and wonders if her actions are doing more harm than good - especially around people who aren't indulging. For example, recently one night, SWIM was hanging out with friends at a social gathering and was indulging (but the others weren't). Due to the effects of such indulgence, SWIM confided in one friend and shared the secret of SWIM's actions and all was well. On hindsight, SWIM now questions whether that decision was wise. SWIY ever experience such?