Extreme Tolerance and Lack of Veins Ending Swims Drug Carreer =(

[Swing]

Well swim has finally hit that point in his opiate addiction where NOTHING can satisfy him anymore. Swim can't hit his veins anymore and no amount of extreme dosage can get him high. Swim's journey went from the usual vicodin and percocet stealing from his mom's cabinent all the way up to morphine, oxy, hydromorph, and finally heroin. He went from popping to snorting to slamming. Tolerance is NO joke people. Swim really thinks boosting his oxy dose for that little extra high and excessive use of tar are what really done him in. Now his arms are covered in hard scar tissue and 320 mg of oxy at one go doesn't do anything but waste his cash. He's taken breaks and gone through the horrible withdrawls in the vague hope of being able to feel the numbness, euphoria, and bloodshot eyes that he loved so much, but it was just chasing something that wasn't there. He's finally tapering himself with methadone and eventually will just resort to massive doses of benzo's from now. Starting from the age of 15-16 to 21 swim abused opiates from a weekly to daily to hourly pattern in his last grim days.

Swim just wants to let you suburban teenage american kids out there know that oxy is a great feeling drug but seriously don't make a long-term habit of it and definitely don't rely on it as your main DOC. If swim would have known that in the future his best friends would go to prison for pharm robberies and that injecting three 80's wouldn't make him feel shit just a few years later he would have definetely spaced his use out. Swim doesn't mean to give a lecture but extreme long-lasting tolerance and the horrible things that come with it are very real.

This abstinence is a very unusual feeling and hard to cope with. Swim feels like a fucking nerd playing video games and warhammer and not going out with his friends to use. If any of the more veteran members have any advice on this transition or know how long it'll be untill swim's veins will come back or he'll be able to pop three vicodin and get that old feeling please let him know.

Once again swim is not trying to preach here but for all you new adults out there just getting into hard opiates please remember that tolerance and dependency are a real factor that you might want to remind yourself a bit every once and awhile.