your first time

[pyromaniacgurl]

my first time (and only time SO FAR) was saturday, i wanna hear everybodys storys about their first time, its interesting to me


I was at my boyfriend's mom's wedding, it was after the ceremony and everyone was eating, my boyfriends friend (james) had some X on him and told us we should take one, me or my boyfriend (Zack)hadnt done it before but James had, he said the wedding and everything would be over by the time it hit us so it would be ok....well he was wrong...


i was sitting there at a table watching the bride and groom rub cake on each others faces and i realized i was zoning out..and i started to feel all tingly...i was kinda scared because there were lots of older people around, and all of Zacks family, and i didnt want them to find out i was fucked up.....the next thing i know everyone is telling me to go stand in one part of the room and i have no idea what is going on, then im standing there with all these other girls and then some flowers come flying at me...i caught the bouquet....


this just brought more attention on me and i was trying to act as normal as i could, which was hard because i was zoning out every 5 seconds...people keptsaying stuff to me and icouldnt even comprehend everything that was happening....i guess james saw that i was about to freak out and told me to bring him a lighter so he could smoke a cigg. (we had to smoke outside, he was just trying to get me away from everyone) so i threw the bouquet on the table and walked outside....


once outside i decided there was no way on earth i was going to go back in there, even though they still had stuff they were gonna do...at this point i was freaking out and regretting taking it, Zack and James were trying to calm me down...so i went and sat in the car, and they told everone i started to feel really sick and that they were gonna take me home..


the second we left i felt sooo much better and i was sitting in the back seat spinning my head in circles and rubbing my hands all over my body and in my hair, then i realized my face was numb so for about 20 mins i was sitting there rubbing my face, it was sooo cool....we got to zacks house and turned on a strobe light and some music...me and zack sat on the couch giving eachother masages and watching james dance.... my peak lasted about 2 hours, the first hour was at the wedding and during the drive home


it was a crazy night, it started out bad, but ended up so incredibly awesome, i really want to do it again (only when i dont have to worry about getting caught)


sorry so long