D-Amphet tolerance window, a question~

[celestialdebut]

SWIM recently aquired a prescription for Dextroamphetmanine 20MG. SWIM was seriously exploring options concerning the use of ADHD drugs as a tool for mental stability and dealing with some of the unique issues SWIM has. if swim had extra pills when it was time to renew, or felt like it, swim figured he could get pretty tweeky for enjoyment, too.


the first day swim took his 20mg pill (2 a day) he was in the zone. he never had taken a stim before. he could drop what he was doing and assist his father working in the other room even if the language used towards swim was rather colorful - with just a sigh and a giggle at life's irony. swim thought less idealistically- or at least he thought he did. in truth, swim thought in terms of "what I can do now that will effect my path towards what I want to do idealistically." Swim was finally happy things were going okay with his life.

I can't remember how long swim took the 2 a day prescription plan, but he eventually took another. why the hell not. etc, etc. swim did not sleep for a week and by the end of the week swim was very scared, in the dark, hearing things and trying to stay grounded spiritually, mentally, psychically, and even physically.

the good relationship with his parents and even himself, and lack of fighting or abuse swim discovered inside of himself faded into something very terrible and something tangible he can recall even now. so he decided to rebuild himself by a first test of willpower.

swim would get back on his med schedule by skipping 3 days worth of doses, the amount swim took one night. 100 mg I believe was the amount he was on at the most at one time.

swim's problem is he can't achieve the concentration or euphoria or direction he at least had before he experimented with a new experience.

swim has heard of magnesium supplements but is sad to discover they aren't very effective and require me to actually take a dose.

swim is heartily happily that he went the next day after the trip without taking a pill (until 11PM) and has learned a little self-worth from this.

swim knows one day is obviously not enough to reset his tolerance, and is anxious to find out 2 things:


1. how many days generally should swim wait before beginning his regiment again?

2. if he resumes taking the 2 a day, regardless, will he eventually begin to feel them?



on a side note, on the pink d-amphets from walgreens- swim has heard a LOT of shit talked about them. swim plans to research other options