Social - Worst thing you ever did to get cocaine?

[angryteabag]

When you were really desperate for a fix and had no money. whats the worst thing you ever did?

Did you suck a dick? cut your finger off .etc.

(Not offensively i actually want to know how hard coke holds a person)

[anony]

didnt go through with this but swim seriously considered this at work as he finished later than anyone else, doing a cash refund on a sale (he works in retail) and using it for a gram.

[kaczynski]

Well, this isn't that bad but the worst thing SWIM ever did involved paying back a big debt he accumulated getting his fix. SWIM was good friends with his dealer so the dealer often let SWIM "gladly pay him later for a cocaine line today." Anyway, SWIM started out with a gram, started coming down particularly early because he blew it all so fast...lost self-control and ended up borrowing like $230 dollars worth of coke. SWIM didn't have a job and was broke, and no money coming his way in the foreseeable future, so the next day he knew he was fucked.

So for the whole next day, the whole day, SWIM locked himself in his room with the lights off, no tv on or anything, NO FOOD in the room, to avoid having to confront his drug dealer (this was in a dorm building, the dealer lived two doors down). The next day SWIM woke up early, noticed one of his good friends had left his door open down the hall, and ended up stealing about 50 dollars right out of the kid's drawer. Next SWIM took about 6 WII games he had received from family members as gifts and sold them used to a gaming store. Still was short on money, so SWIM took ALL of his textbooks and sold them back to the bookstore. This was in the middle of the semester so SWIM ended up getting D's and C's in all his classes because he didn't have any of the books.

So, I'm sure it's nothing like what hardcore addicts have had to deal with, but it still kind of sucked haha

[Nahbus]

SWIM used to have a pretty hard time with coke. Nothing horrible, but was once fronted 7 grams he had planned on selling to make the money back and do the rest for free.
Anyway, SWIM ended up doing all 7 grams, and was in the hole a decent amount, haha.

(Actually, side story- the day this was fronted to SWIM, he pulled out of the kids driveway, and immediately got pulled over by state troopers. "Oh crap, oh crap! Was I set up?" SWIM thought. In about .01 second, SWIM somehow got the 2 bags clenched in his buttcheeks - haha. They ended up pulling SWIM over for an expired inspection, and all was fine. But SWIM was scared shitless for a good bit!)

Crappy, moronic times for SWIM.

[kaczynski]

Originally Posted by Nahbus

In about .01 second, SWIM somehow got the 2 bags clenched in his buttcheeks - haha.

lmao,

SWIM: 1
LE: 0

[angryteabag]

Originally Posted by kaczynski

This was in the middle of the semester so SWIM ended up getting D's and C's in all his classes because he didn't have any of the books.

Whoa ouch thats a bad price to pay ...

[Ikku]

Originally Posted by Nahbus

2 bags clenched in his buttcheeks...SWIM was scared shitless for a good bit!)

How did the bags manage to stay up there if swiy was scared shitless?

The worst thing SWIM has ever done for a fix is spent money on it. A lot of money. Money that was meant for other things. :\

[ColumbianSnowFlakes]

When SWIM got addicted to cocaine as a teenager , he sold every DVD he owned , all his gaming consoles , games , CD's , stereos . When SWIM had run out of things to sell he had to start working , getting payed about £150 a week for labouring and spent every penny on cocaine , SWIM even resorted to asking for the pay daily . SWIM ended up selling amphetamine , cannabis and ecstasy to pay for the habit . SWIM ended up laying (getting the drugs before you pay for them) cocaine , amphetamine , ecstasy and cannabis trying to get money to pay for his habit and ended up oweing £250 for coke . Now SWIM just works for money and doesn't snort in excess

[sterling77]

A friend of swim, in his crack smoking days, was sent by his mother to buy groceries for the houseold that included 7 little kids. Instead he bought a big slab of crack. Coke/crack is a sad and ugly drug in swim's opinion, no offense meant to anyone.

[TXRoughneck]

Used a 18ga needle. Ouch.

[The_Tortured_Soul]

Well, literally not me but actually someone I was talking to in the bar did something I could never imagine. SWIM took a footlong black penis up his ass to score some coke, then when he did score the 8-ball it was cut to hell. HE ended up snorting the entire 8 ball in an hour. Wow, some people are so stupid. So his ass was bleeding and he couldn't even get a decent high.

[krafty08]

Swims favorite line told to swim by an FBI agent:

"There is nothing more dangerous than a crackhead with a near genius IQ. And, your fact sheet showed Mensa paid for your college? What a f*cking waste!"

By the end of swim's addiction, the habit was $5K a week (feeding the cluckers, too) Swim led an organized crime circuit of over 15 people - dope, guns, prostitutes, bank hacking. Did awful things with computers....and got busted, of course.

Swim still laughs when swim thinks how the feds told swim that for over 10 months they were looking for a man. Didn't think a cracked out chick could be a crime boss too, eh? Looking back, seems sort of odd: swim thinks that swim was the only crackhead in the world wearing work clothes every day....

But how hard does coke hold some people?
In 2002 introduced to "crack" after engagement ended. By 2004 swim: smoked crack non-stop, lost a $400K house, lost a $100K a year job, lost a $80K car and got 2 felony charges, 4 years probation, and nearly spent 35 years in Federal Prison. Remember, swim was 27, college educated, engaged (well, being left for a man started crack use) and had never gotten in trouble before- ever. Never was addicted to anything- had first drink of alcohol at 19.

And in the end, you still have the same problem you were trying to run from, only this time 'round - you have to deal with an addiction, too. Yuk.

[MMoralN10Tion]

Swim has gotten to the point where he made up excuses in order to get more money for it. Lied, NEVER stole, but has spent an entire paycheck on it. Has also begged...

[yunalesca]

SWIM slept with her dealer (who was actually kind of hot) for coke freebies (8balls, grams, etc) on more than one occasion. SWIM ended up sleeping with him so much they developed a pseudo boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. However, SWIMs dealer realized she obviously liked the coke better than him 90% of the time and dumped her and ended up moving to California. SWIM still misses him, he had some of the best coke in the midwest.

[dyingtomorrow]

Originally Posted by TXRoughneck

Used a 18ga needle. Ouch.

Wooahh shit, yeah that's bad

[bugatti99]

None of SWIM's desperation stories are worthy of even posting. SWIM hasn't done anything that can be looked at by anyone and them saying, wow, or geez man.

Cocaine can be a evil drug and if it gets in the hands of the wrong person, unbelievable things can and will happen to get it. Cocaine isn't for addictive personality. If SWIY has cash and no will power, don't even think about digging in. It may start off slow and not a big issue but before SWIY knows it, SWIY will be buying it not to have fun with, but to get a fix. SWIM used to buy when he wanted to have fun and thats all. Now SWIM buys for that reason but also will have a crave come and will buy not to have fun with it, but to make the craving stop.. thats the beginning.

SWIM has stolen items to get his fix.

[maxwell_murder3]

The worst thing SWIM has ever done to get cocaine, in SWIM's opinion, was scraping out his 6+ month old straws in order to get to whatever little bit had been left inside. This may not seem like that big of a deal to everyone, but for SWIM, it was a "new low." SWIM had to step back just to see how pathetic he looked, and it was really shocking to SWIM.

[johnnym]

SWIM drove 470 km (292 miles) to get it. Not too bad but certainly crazy. It was over 5 hours in car ))

[JDreaming]

SWIM once kidnapped a baby and held it ransom from its parents for coke money. Then SWIM snorted so much coke that he accidentally ate the baby for breakfast.

True story. Cocaine really is that terrifying.

No, wait. Actually, that story isn't true at all. It was a complete fantasy dreamed up by a mind twisted through excessive use of 2Cs, 4-Acetoxy-Tryptamines, and high-grade acid blotters.

[phantomnny]

worst thing i ever did was drive around for 3 hours straight in the ghetto tryin to find a HOmie who was dealin ...almost got my car jacked ...FUCKIN TAMPA SUCKSSS ASS

[fnord]

Worst granny ever did was waste her beer money and foodstamps on coke. But shes been at houses where girls have been gangbanged/had a train run on them for minimal amounts of coke,had friends take it up the pooper/whereever... Its amazing what people will do for such a short high,esp when there much more potent/entertaining drugs out there.

[missparkles]

Swim stole money from her mums bank account. Swim used to go to the ATM for her mum and draw "extra" when she needed it.
Swim is so ashamed of this,still, but payed back the money and has been forgiven, by swims mum and herself. Swims mum now trusts her with her ATM card and swim has never let her down again. This is just one of the instances that made swim realise what destructive and unsociable behaviour goes with addiction.

Swim also sold a "blackjack" (UK sweet that is made of liquorice and looks like an 8th) to swiy (hopefully it really wasn't swiy) for £10 in the 70s cos she needed a hit.
Swim now knows that drugs enabled swim to do these bad things and feel no remorse.