For Compulsive Drug Abusers: Has sex or masturbation ever controlled your experience

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Personally, when SWIM was using cocaine regularly he found that getting high slowly become more and more focused around the masturbation while high rather than anything else (SWIM hides his drug use from his girlfriend so sex is not an option). At first SWIM would get high then do whatever, go socialize or listen to music, other things that are enhanced. But after awhile it got to the point where SWIM would lock himself in his room, use the drug, then masturbate. Basically it was like SWIM did the drug just to jack off while high. SWIM can be very compulsive when it comes to hedonistic pursuits, thus it makes sense that he eventually limited his activities while high to that which would be most pleasurable. Anyone else have a similar experience or is SWIM mentally deranged?