Oh God! No Meth Addict Worse Than I!

[izzy31]

I love amphetamines. Methamphetamines, dexedrines, adderalls, all of it man.

But what does it mean when you actually become horny (sexually excited) when thinkin of methamphetamine?


It's my culture. It's my baby. It's why I'm alive. (cunts lol). Its why I havnt killed myself yet.

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Disappointing from a non-newbie member.

[jazzmetalguitar]

First of all, a SWIMmer with 228 posts, some green rep, and a Silver Member should certainly be well aware of the self-incrimination policy and the rule against using the first person here.

Secondly, no one here can be sure what those things mean for SWIY. Everyone is different. SWIY needs to see a qualified professional for such things and SWIM might advise it, he will provide that much opinion on SWIYs use.

Thirdly, SWIM doesn't think SWIY has used too much because even SWIM realized the ugly side fairly quickly, not even being a chronic user, not using extremely high doses, always administering orally, and having a predisposed tolerance to these types of drugs due to one of his dopamine related disorders.

[mr. nawtynuff]

Well to be frank, but not disrespectful. Swims immediate thoughts are if the age displayed for your profile izzy31 is accurate, how can swiy really even begin to think that there is no meth addict worse than yourself? What swim mean is, if swiy is truly just 22 years old; swiy has probably only been living on your own & moved out from the shelter of swiy're parents house 6 years at the max. And 6 years is even being rather generous. While swim don't doubt swiy couldn't have become a severe mess in such a short time. Swim does doubt that swiy is the worse addict meth has ever seen. Swim became quite familiar with illicit substances at a young age, and grew up fairly fast in regards to supporting myself and getting out on my own and at first dealing with the challenges that are apart of a being somewhat more of a social drug user progressing into a genuine addict. jazzmetalguitar made some very valid points; swim would only care to elaborate on what it is to be an addict. For swim personally, not having any dope means not having any energy, focus, interest, or inspiration to do much of anything besides sleeping & eating. Yes swim am capable of taking care of the bare minimum w\o any dope, but anything creative is totally put on the shelf until swim has fuel in his tank. Yet swim is very innocent in contrast to the addicts who will go extreme lengths to get their hands on more shit, lengths that generally involve shady & dishonest behavior that usually involve illegal activities extending well beyond just using drugs. Swim doesn't play with darts, so bruised and sore body parts from trying to hit a vein aren't an issue for swim either. So unless you're using your body as a pin cushion when you have dope; being a shady dope fiend that's not opposed to stealing from innocent or even fellow friends, or robbing your own mother so swiy can go get more shit - than swim doubts that swiy're the worse addict. Afterall swiy apparently are using a computer to post, which wouldn't be possible if swiy were so bad because swiy done pawned the thing off to score more.

Now if you meant nobody loves meth more than you do, this is really not the same as saying nobody's is more of an addict than you are, simply because everyone has their own fixations with the drug and who's to say that anyone is in love with meth the worst?? Swim hopes that this makes sense and has some relevance, as if not; swim just rattled off a bunch bullshit and failed to address what he thought your thread was stating.

If swiy feel you have a problem, ask for help from whomever is supportive and can provide you with what it takes to get your life under control.

And if swiy were simply asking why swiy're physically or mentally aroused simply just from the thought of meth, swim would reply that swiy prolly have mentally attached the natural effects meth has on the sex drive and now thinking of meth triggers a libido charge, enabling the erotic feelings associated with the sensations that being high on good dope has.

Possibly, maybe?

[staples]

Originally Posted by jazzmetalguitar

First of all, a SWIMmer with 228 posts, some green rep, and a Silver Member should certainly be well aware of the self-incrimination policy and the rule against using the first person here.

What's to say he took any of those somehow other than prescribed?

[Codehead]

Amphetamines are nice, SWIm loves 'em.

[jazzmetalguitar]

LOL. Desoxyn is the hidden secret of the American medical system. The DEA can't have anyone knowing that common doctors prescribe the "scourge-drug" methamphetamine to kids and young adults.

[jazzmetalguitar]

An honest mistake. Haha. Most people have no clue about it. It is used because it has a lower side effect profile for some than methylphenidate and either dextro-rotary or racemic amphetamines. From what SWIM hears, though, it is more frequently prescribed in Canada than the US.

[JL6er]

Well swim suggested to his pysch that maybe Dexedrine would be worth a shot instead of Adderall (just to see if it provided more benefit), and it was QUICKLY shut down. lol. He wanted to part of it...lol. And Desoxyn is even more 'controlled' then Dexedrine. Thus, swim would never even attempt to bring that one up!

[jazzmetalguitar]

One must be smarter than just asking for it, suggest side-effects of Adderall that would lead SWIY to be prescribed Dexedrine.

[toe]

I wasn't aware there was an actual rule against using the first-person here. Of course, I'd be much more cautious describing my pet octopus' ethnobotanical garden.

[JL6er]

Originally Posted by jazzmetalguitar

One must be smarter than just asking for it, suggest side-effects of Adderall that would lead SWIY to be prescribed Dexedrine.

Well, yes, SWIM did bring up certain side effects that are unique to Adderall. But the doctors response was simply that he does NOT prescribe anything other than Adderall, Concerta, and Ritalin for AD/DH.
"It's just not a medication we use here." Whatever...

[jazzmetalguitar]

Get a different doctor. Any knowledgable doctor doesn't stick to three chemicals to help treat a certain problem. Methylphenidate is ineffective to some, levo-amphetamine makes some sick and the sort, what if one has both intolerances? Get a different doctor.

[cyndi]

Izzy, swim knows exactly what swiy is saying. Meth, Dex, addies, oh my....Meth of course being the perfererred out of speed lineup.

Swim hasn't touched meth in about a year, hard but doable. But yeah remembers the feeling that she has to have it to survive very well.