Erotic Hallucinations

[Triple7]

SWIM used to have awakening dreams or hallucinations where he saw a lot of people party wildly around him. Many times these parties involved naked girls teasing SWIM. In reality, there was no music and no people. SWIM hallucinated everything when laying on the bed.

The girls always looked extreme sexy and danced in front of SWIM to tease him badly. They did everything they could to tease him so that he would really beg for sex.. but SWIM never begged and they loved it. It became a sport for them to tease him, they showed nipples, asses, bouncing silicone tits.. and even flashed their pink shaved slits asking SWIM to penetrate. SWIM always won, because he never touched them and never asked for something. from them... SWIM only laughed. For SWIM it was a sport to deny that he wanted to touch them. The same girls appeared in different trips, even when the trips were 6 months apart. Two of the girls have specific names. Lately, SWIMs erotic hallucinations have changed charater. The girls are virtually raping him, well not raping, but they do sex to him without asking and sometimes without him knowing.. SWIM feels puzzled: "Oh.. now she is blowing me again!"

SWIM has character to never flatter a lady and never show sexual interest in her. The two last trips really messed up his mind. SWIM thinks maybe SWIM should get out and find those girls for real? SWIM feels now desire to sleep with random unknown women from the bar. Normally SWIM refuses to "hunt" since SWIM thinks it is waste of time as well SWIM wants to stick our from other men who drool over every woman.

Did SWIY have any such experiences? SWIM has a friend that did.

[InsaneNcrazY]

SWIM use to have intense dreams of ladies stripping and wanting to make love. SWIM remembers one out of all of them. She had a green dress, long golden brown hair with natural wavy hair. SWIM remembers being in a elevator with her and upon walking out she looked as if she was floating in a garden slowly spinning. Her clothes started to magically come off while she was spinning it was kind of like that show "Sailor Moon" except naked.

[old hippie 56]

Damn, swim wants some of what swiT7 been taking.

[ReAlitY-HoLds-NonE]

Hahaha that does sound brilliant... But maybe the hallucinations are actually a sign to go out and find someone, or, it could be many more things, the very fact that they are sexually based shows that SWIY is a sexually based person, and SWIM is assuming that due to the nature of the earlier hallucinations, SWIY has alot of desires that he does not wish to persue for whatever reason (greater desires being one??)... but perhaps the latest hallucinations have become a result from SWIY's way of perceiving how woman think of him? -in that they want him, but he wont give himself to them, so they take him?... which could, in turn, be an effect from its very cause, in that SWIM wants a woman, but wont give himself a woman?

[EntheogenicTruth]

swim loves erotic hallucination. its particularly good when actually having sex and the hallucinations are merely slight distortions in your perception cause incredible beauty in your partner/act of sex. makes things alot more enjoyable when your partner looks to you like the most beautiful person possible. but then again it can get distracting.

swim also enjoys erotic hallucination while candyflipping because he tends to feel alot more empathy towards the object of hallucination. that and candyflipping just rules.

perhaps the intent of SWIYS hallucinations make more sense in the possibility that maybe your mind/subconscious is trying to communicate something to SWIY that SWIY is not willing to believe/bring into reality.

my tip is to listen to your mind and use your thoughts to manifest your chosen reality. If you decide to meet women then focus on the positive highlights of doing so. also dont try and go "hunting" you seem like a nice enough guy and there are more than enough women in the world. there is no need to go looking, simply let your reality manifest, have some fun and the thing which you require will be provided to you.

[bob_arctor]

SWIM did some amounts of 5-MeO-DiPT 5-6 years ago, and often after the massive jungle of visuals subsided SWIM would watch a movie, macross plus for example, and unwanted visual imaginery of breasts and bondage situations would evolve naturally out of the movie, to the point that SWIM had to go to the toilet and look himself in the face to get a grip on reality.

On returning, the same phenomena continued, SWIM tried to explain to his friend, who also was on 5-MeO-DiPT but did not understand at all... the last drop of the glass was when erotic imagery of breasts became very pronounced, so pronounced that they EXPLODED. This was to much for SWIM, who took a downer and tried lying down on the bed instead.

[philo]

SWIM has had some similar imagery experiences with 5-meo-mipt (moxy). Not nearly as intense, but it was interesting -- since tripping in general is usually quite non-sexual and out of body in SWIM's experience and opinion. Moxy is a bit different though. A quick glance at erowid and other forums' trip reports confirm that this is a relatively common thing with moxy.

Perhaps a certain couple I know will attempt actual sexual activity on it and report back....

-philo
darkpassenger

[Jess]

As all hallucinations originate from within the mind, SWIM suspects that perhaps SWIY's mind is saying "Fuck! this high ground is really boring. Would it kill you to go out and get some action."

SWIM has had some weird, disturbing erotic stuff going on in her head at times. Sometimes good, sometimes very, very scary. SWIM has many theories as to what is going on in her head, it's not always a pretty place in there.