things are rock bottom right now..

[thydarkprevails]

first my grandfather who has 10% of his heart left just had an operation for a hernia, now his other foot *one was amputated* may be coming off rendering him permanitely handicapped. my grandmother has such a low sodium count that she is going crazy and seeing computer screens in the sky and she thinks the government is after her, so she's in a psych room at the hospital till she gets fixed. and finally my girlfriend called yesterday and got back from her gynie. she is in the developmental stages of cervical cancer.

i don't feel like any drug or any thing right now...bout the only thing that i can do is shove everything deep down inside like i always did and try to ignore it..

[WhiteRyan]

That really sucks man, expecially with your girlfriend. Their aint much a person can say to that but be strong. I remember when my grandma basically my mom went crazy. I would come home and she'd be running around naked crying all kinds of crazy shit...


It made me feel good to remember memories when she was sane and how she would want me to to be happy as her final sane wish. Think about the good times...as for your girlfriend my heart goes out to you bro..

[devil]

hang in there thydarkprevails...</span></span>

[D.U.M.B]

Hang in there. Things are crappy as hell now, but something might happen so that will change it all around and make you slightly happier.

Peace

[thydarkprevails]

i'm here and cool guys, thanks for the support, i didn't intend to come here for sympathy or anything..just ventin bout some crap...things will turn though, i keep a postive mind 100% of the time in my life, so things will be good again

thats the spirit! i hope things start looking up for you soon man! good luck with everything.


-VIKE

[Alquimista]

I just lost a really important person a week ago. No.. she isnt dead - but to me she might aswell be. I'm not feeling down but empty. Sometimes I think I'm a 'shit'magnet - everything bad only comes my way.



...but after the dusk there will always be a dawn...

[P!MPJU!C3]

The very best of luck thy!

[Toxicity]

Good luck! And remember, if things are</span> rock bottom, the only way they can go from there is up, right?

[hippie_lain]

Well I hope your take this to heart bro......dont just shove things in there. They all go to a deep dark place and they'll try to pull you down when it gets to full. Really dude try to vent and explain your emotions to someone you can trust. My life is just one big shit pile and I never told ANYONE my problems. Now Ive been stuck in darkness and heven seems so far away. Holding everthing in will just make you emotional unstable and your mink a maze of problems that will take you years to get though;going though that at the moment. Sorry to be a downer but Im just trying to help........all i ever wanted to do. Hope thing get better.

[Darkmaster]

i cant anything but admire you for your ability to supress everything so shitty. You need someone to talk to


hope it works out

[sands of time]

Sorry to hear about all this. Any one of those events are bad but for all that to be happening at once... Stay strong man.

[hippie_lain]

Hey dark how are things going now. Hope your not hiding inside a bottle of whiskey. Hope your getting though life alright, these thing may seem so unfair but god works in mistrious ways. My dad has cancer too........I wont lie its hard but their is always hope. Hope to here from you soon

[thydarkprevails]

hiding in a bottle is how i made mistakes up till 6 months ago..big mistakes...i won't do that...

so far..my grandma is making almost a 100% recovery, her sodium deficiency is gone

my grandpa has come out ok, but part of his foot is amputated...and his leg already was....


my girlfriend..just went in for further testing today


so 2/3 good so far, now it's the one i'm really nervous about...we're lookin at gettin a place in may or june...

[manda]

I hope all goes good for you.