Injecting - 1st time with black betty

[Donmeka]

SWIM IVed black tar last night for his first time. SWIM and his buddy split .25 or .35 he doesnt remember but it was supposed to be .20 bet SWIMs friends guy hoooked it up fat because how long we had to wait. anyway we split it, he did .3cc (i believe the needle was .5cc it was quite thin)

SWIM did .35 cc his buddy said and he followed every direction and SWIMs friend got it in one shot,t hit the vein, and letr rip. SWIM then unwrapped his tie and laid down with his arm in the air and slowly felt a feeling only to be described as beautiful. not intense really at all except physically where SWIM had a lil fun walking LOL.

it was quite a nice feeling AMAZING considering originally SWIM and SWIMF were splitting around .2-.3 i cant say the price but every trip report i have read is right, the bang for the bucxk is phenomenal.

now SWIM enjoys this but does not feel addicted to it, sorta how he like his green tea smoothie at jamba juice or cheesecake which he rarely has. Also SWIM would not like to IV tar again(only available type around town easily found)

SWIM just had to post his 1st experience because it was beautiful not AMAZING but just nice and SWIM having a fear of needles and his friend doing it perfectly without freaking out SWIMs phobia (probly because SWIMs xanax prescription dose had just worn off an hour or so before.



so he has dilaudid 8mg brand names and could work to find white china. SWIM's question on this is would SWIM be able to do this once a month or w/e other SWIMMers would say would be a healthy habit? every 2 months WHATEVER! SWIM doesn't want a habit like he had with oxycontin(nasal) in the past (hes learned a valuable lesson since those many months ago going mostly cold turkey so he knows the pain). So he knows that he doesn't want a dependent relationship with opiates again but he would like to still enjoy them when he is able to in a healthy manner.

SWIM knows this has probably been asked many times and SWIM knows one or many answers will be "that is all on SWIM" or "If SWIM can keep it at once a XXX, how long he can keep it at once a XXX, then do it. If not he will fall into hell"

just know SWIM has the will power of a bull ie his sign a Taurus