In need of help with addiction to methamphetamine, cocaine and other drugs.

[cyndi]

Swim will give some background on herself basically. She has been addicted from coke-meth-all kinds of pills and after thinking she hit a bottom, went into recovery several years ago. Well about a year ago the insanity starts again ever larger than before. Swim was on so many pills and smoking meth on top of that, she lost it totally. She went to rehab again in Sept. and things went well till recently. First the job loss is taking it's toll on her mentally. It is harder than she thought to get another one. Yep the dope caused her to lose her job. Then she has a teen son in full blown addiction that is in jail all the time. If that isn't bad enough, her youngest son just got kicked out of school for some stupid stuff. The marriage really falling apart. Swim isn't seeing a bright side right now and really really wants to use. It is totally wacked and she doesn't get it considering what hell she went through. Is she just stupid ,a hard learner or what?