Opinions - Which Benzodiazepine For Different Sorts of Anxiety?

[Cajun]

I find myself feeling depressed some days which is a real pain, my doctor gave me prozak a few months back which i took for just 2 months before i just decided to come off them myself (there really shit, make u happy but.... we'll i cant even explain. I didnt like them anyway.

Now im looking into using some kinda Benzo, i think i know myself better than the doctor and i can self medicate. I admit that at parties or situations where there are looks of people around i fell anxious and i really hate it.

Also ive quit smoking skunk after 9 years of almost daily use, i quit cold turkey and its been 5 months now, i actually didnt find it all that difficult (but i miss the buzz)

What Benzo will most fit my situation, i am planning on using it in very small dosages just so i fell good each day (throughout the day)

Thanks