Effects - Paranoia

[Whit]

I'm prety sure I'm getting social anxiety/paranoia from weed.

I've smoked for say 6 - 8 months, and this has been atleast every weekend and then spells in the week, bar my month off after I came back from Amsterdam over NYE. I've started smoking on the 2nd feb since to make it a month long break, and I quit yesterday (14th)

I'd always been fine consuming green until I went to amsterdam. My first join in Amsterdam = What I believe to be the first time I got paranoid! I was blitzed off my first j, and I just felt so sure that these two guys we we're talking to in Dampkring just saw us as complete idiots and were just takin' the piss and talking about us. I think It got worse and worse over the time I was there, I just feel that whenever I'm stoned people are looking at me and my mates and that we're laughing our tits of reaaallllyyy loudly and that people just think I'm stupid/dosey. I did have a very bad spell on NYE itself.... I just wanted to go to bed at around 1am to get asleep and just switch off for a bit

It's got really bad in the sense now that I don't know who to trust as I feel alot of my closest mates including my smoking budy are laughing at me behind my back, I really do think they are, and that things they say, I take as hints of comments about me I'm supposed to pick up on.

I could talk about it further and how I've started to become a bit of a recluse, but I've realised the problem and now I'm goin look forward to solve it.

My question is however that my anxiety and especially my paranoia aren't just present whilst stoned, is it normal to become just generally paranoid.

I think my first time I got para in amdam is due to the fact I'd had a little break before going an I think I was expecting the weed to be reaaaallllyyyy strong or something.

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Ehm. Self-incrimination. Might want to edit your post.