hi all i have never posted before but all way reading this forum i am 19 and was woundering if some one could maybe help me out...
swim was a big mdma fan and hit it hard regually allso a bit of weed to help sleep swim has had deppreshion most swims life but feel that takeing zoloft had no efect swim has read that mdma can corse deppreshion so swim stoped with mdma and tryed a microdot swim was home by swims self and loved it swim was so with it in terms of terning swims life around for the better but wene it wore off swim was the same old person swim then tryed bord lsd twise more later and ended up in very streesfull sitouations and was never the same swim is now prescribed efexor-xr has been for 2 weeks wich is apareantlly how long it takes for it to kick in but last weekend swim wend partying and had two e's and bord lsd and some alchole and had every freind there and HAVE NEVER HAD THAT MUCH FUN IN SWIMS LIFE!!!!!!! dancind and stuff with swim has never done and a week from now swim feel GREAT from that night(or two it lasted so long lol) i look on life with a very possitive attachod and heve confedense and just love life wich was the very opposite befor that night my point is do you think it was from the lsd and great time thats made this maggor change or just the efexor xr swim personlly thinks it was lsd.
and a nother thing do you think if swim was to take lsd again by it self in a happy enviroment(home by my lelf) would it chang swims outlook on life (make me deppresd again with i really do not want) or should swim leave it wile the goings good? or would swim just be happy and trip for a wile and stay the same maybe even beter myself? that would be a bonus!
thank you so much for your time and any comments would be appresheated and sorry about the spelling