cocaine : Intense cravings start to show up... (help)

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SWIM Wants to sniff that LINE so bad but SWIM doesn't want to sniff that line... SWIM doesn't know what the F...he wants...he is going insane out of his mind. SWIM swore he would quit cocaine permanently and the last time he used was Nov 16th...he hasn't done any since then...but now the cravings are just horrific. Swim is doing everything he can to get his shit together but its hard as motherfucker. he works out, and does all of the shit to keep his mind busy but its very very hard. He was clubbing this past Saturday and drank a little bit than he wanted to do some coke to the point that he paid $XX for a gram to this guy who gave him some very good shit...swim went to his hotel room... chopped up his shit...made a nice line...and when it was time to sniff REALITY CHECK kicked in...swim then blew that line on the floor and the rest of the gram threw in the toilet and flushed it down ..just lost $XX on not even using it..swim did taste it...a little pinch and that was it...whenever swim has a good time or is at a club he wants yay...he would do yay but is scared about his hyperventilation syndrome that coke caused him and whenever he's using it he gets shortness of breath and has to breath with a plastic bag over his mouth... thinking he wil die...THIS IS ONE MAIN REASON WHY SWIM QUIT COCAINE...IF IT WASN'T FOR THIS... HE WOULD BE DOING IT..SWIM LOVES THE HIGH COKE GIVES HIM...HE USED TO KISS HIS GRAM BAGGS BUT HE JUST WANTS TO QUIT...AND HE HAS BEEN CLEAN SINCE NOV 16TH..

ONE SHOULDER SWIM HAS DEVIL AND ANOTHER ANGEL... SO FAR I'M WITH ANGEL....BUT DEVIL IS JUST CALLING ME INNN