lately swim has been so depressed with his life, right now swim doesnt care for living and doesnt care when he leaves this earth, hes not gunna kill himself so please dont get that thought in ur head, he just dont really care about life, its mostly coming from a problem with love, money and, bad attitudes from the people around him, swim doesn't want to get into the specifics because some of the stuff happening embarrasses him. this has lead swim to do something he thinks is wrong but does it any way to dull the pain, he is using drugs to escape from his problems and his doctor has him on meds but he only takes the ones that fuck him up, i would love to move to a new enviorment to be with some better vibes and attitudes but he doesnt have the money to do it right now, also his love is moving across the state and that will probably lead to a break up which hurts swim the most almost to the point of crying swim hardly ever cries, any way swim is losing alot of weight about 10 pounds in the last month and hardly eats, when he not working all he does is sleep and does drugs.
swim hasnt done psychedelics for a long time and just ate a ten strip, swims gunna try and turn his life around tonight with this psychedelic expierence.
have any of my fellow trippers ever had sucess with using psychedelic to cure depression? this is the only drug that makes swim happy so he hopes it works becasue all the anti-depressants swim tried seeemed to make his depression worse, well wish swim luck