Experiences - Trip reports Combo/Potentiators/Sigma Variations

[Euthanatos93420]

Swim has had a few more recent experiences with Dex and the extreme variations have caused him to wonder at a few things along the lines of potentiation and possible buzzkill. The majority of this post is Skippable as in the Trip Reports written by Swim himself. I have Summarized the important differences and overall feelings before them.

Swim has read that Robo-itch can be countered with Diph (Benedryll/Diphenhyramine). Swim has never experienced Robo-itch as before these recent experiences his few experiences with dex were with CCC's and Swim assumes the infamous CPM countered Robo-itch. Swim would now liek to thank the host and all the contributors to this site for his education on the matter of CCC's. Also worthy of note is that the differences between CCC trips and these recorded here are so much different it is too much to go into in this post. Also, Swim Feel CCC's are not worthy of trip reports as they should be completely avoided anyway. Even though they were taken in ignorance.

Swim would like these three recent experiences to be related in short and then would liek to ask a few qeustions about them. Note when he states his Dex dosages of Syrup the consumtion was INCREMENTAL over roughly a half an hour or so in SUCCESSFUL attempts to avoid getting sick. Still did a number on his shit. PHEW! That shit (litterally) was rank. Also unless otherwise stated all supplements/potentiators were consumed within half an hour before dosing. All these stories occur at a friend of Swim's apartment where he initially felt comfortable tripping because it was just him and his friend who was more or less a sitter. At least thats the way he planned it.

#1 "Fallen Angels"

32 robogels (480mg total). body weight roughly 175 +/-5lbs. Ocean Spray White Grapefruit Juice began drinking roughly 4-5hrs prior to dosing (64oz which was slowly consumed all the way up till 4am). Diphenhydramine HCI 25mgs (Store brand) which was consumed roughly upon the very beginning of the climbing as that is when he began to experience "Robo-itch". Magnesium Oxide 250mgs (Store brand). Salvia Divornum - 50x two small hits .5-1hrs before dosing (Swim guesses roughly 50mgs ea, give or take 20mgs). Also dosed Sally while dexin' see report below. Cup of black tea at roughly midnight.

The craziest Sally experience ever. Also the most intense Dex experience ever. At this point It should be noted that Swim has never gone above 500mgs with his doses before. His was a slow come up as to be expected with gels. dosed at 7pm, started scaling at roughly 9:30-9:45. It should be noted that Swim is something of a night owl and usually sacks at about 2am give or take a couple hours.

TR (Skippable as far as pertinance to the point of the post) as Swim wrote it: Cozy feeling. Much like the coziness of a pot stone, in that the feeling was COMFORTABLE. No other equation to pot obviously since this is Dex. He sat playing SNES Zelda while waited and Came up. All in all he pretty much fucked around and didn't get very far on the game considering he's beat it a couple times before and knows it by heart if half a dozen or so years removed. Still it was an insane philisohpical experience light/world dark world kinda deal. As in the exeperience allowed him to "feel" the "other world" that used to be a beautiful place in which angels resides (Angel being best defined here as the principles of the universe, IE the laws of phyics, sociology, psychology etc. in the true works not our understanding of them, Fucking fiends...nvm that unless you played or read Demon:the Fallen). The Sally explored this concept through an entirely alternate perspective in that he went into the Bhuddist 3rd person.and look at himself and his place in the universe as the angels see him, as a carpet fiber more or less that they walk on in their immortality. Note: The fuckin Zelda light world theme in the background to the Sally Trip was fucking insane, like the cadance to a march. The repetition/loop was different in that the pattern evolved with each round into something of a building revelation. The only thing I remember being said even though there was much discussion among charecters present but not seen was "Thanks for playing anyways." That singular statement was CENTRAL to the entire trip. It wasn't said "spoken" It was a Gigantic banner, composed of flat mats formed together to make this 3D banner that "marched" along as it was spoken by the angels. I was one of the mats. I could feel my body laying with my head roughly at the back of the top left of the T. My feet at the front of the T and my body Extending Throughout the entire banner, not that I could feel it extending throughout the banner some much as I was just aware that it did. Through this Awareness I was able to "read" the banner roughly as equal to "hearing" it. I'm not sure there really was a perceptual difference. The guy next to me (in the trip as there was no actual real person "next" to me as I was alone tripping) just nodded and agreed with me as I came to the revelation of "Fuck, man, this is all I am? just a mat they walk on and speak with?" The whole T4PA statement was said with the tone of voice of a game show host whos trying to express empathy for the fact that you didn't win the New Car. In fact there were people there with the game show host, and the were my Family, the guy next to me was my brother. I picked up "empathically" if you will from them the same feeling I got from the Game show hosts statement, that almost Consoling, "Pphhstthhsss....Sorry man...sucks to realize that..." but at the same time he related that he didn't feel bad about it, it just was the way it was...as if..."Whatever...that just the way it works...don't sweat it..."
So that was fucking trippy as fuck, Awesome as hell if you ask me. Incidentally I smoke another hit of Sally about .5-1hr later and it was nothing more than just head pressure and a slight tilt feeling. With Visual Focus, No loss of Ego. During the first Dex+Sally I Set Zelda down and went across the room to smoke, After I came down and felt like playing Zelda again I reloaded the bong and brought it and the torch lighter over with to the chair I was playign Zelda in. Then when I smoked the Sally agian I just kept playing Zelda with the feeling as described in this paragraph.
I ended up riding my bike (As in a regular bike, not an MC) home at about 4:30 or so with a slight afterglow for about 2 miles. Best Night ride I've ever taken btw. My sitter and his roomate (Who was his older brother) were not really involved in this story since they realy don't factor heavily into it as they crashed at about 10:30 and I pretty much was cool as long as I kept quiet.

#2 "Dex-a-Sketch"

So then about a week later Swim decided to Dose again these are what he took:

White grapfruit juice Store brand in a big can (48oz, finished drinking at roughly midnight) roughly 1-2hrs before dosing. roughly 11/14ths of a bottle of CVS roboknock 8oz by best visual estimate, was going for roughly 500mgs. 250mgs Magnesium Oxide (Same as above). 50mgs diph (SAO). 1200mgs Soy Lecathin store brand softgel. 1 cup coffee sipped at from 9-11 roughly. No Sally this time. He had planned on it, but changed his mind due to circumstances.

So swim doses at roughly 7:00pm again about 8:30 it starts climbing. Definate difference this time. Not as "Cozy" this time, but still "comfortable". Definately on a peer plane as the previous experience though. More..."robotic" if you will, Stronger Dissociation, constant slight "tilt" that was not present in the last experience. Much more coherent thought process with a slight taint of psychosis from extremely absract and psychotic philisophical meanderings. A lot of these were centered around this guy who showed up with this girl later on who was his sitters brother, and his sitter left. They were sayin shit while Swim was on the Shitter about "Cough Syrup" and when swim got out of the Restroom he look at his backpack which was modified to show the bottle out the side of his backpack which was now open, it was distinctly set up to fuck with Swim. That dude was definatel a player of the dope-head-game. Swim is the master of these game because Swim don't ever sketch because Swim Doesn't give a FUCK! He proceeded to flip the table and fuck with their heads. Then left to continue enjoying his Dex. D Swim is fearless and don't give a FUCK, head games don't work on him.

#2.1 "Wicked Klowns"

Redose: 8 Robogels & the rest of the the bottle. Swim estimated roughly 300mgs

Note, this is after swim went home. Redosing occured at roughly 1:30am give or take 1/2hr. Swim felt...disjointed, highly Robotic. However very lucid, coherent. Minor CEV's which are a FIRST for Swim dexin'. The Prominant hallucinations, entirely aside from the CEV's, were "psychic" in nature in that they were not physical sensory perceptions. There was a distinct perception of spirits invading his home that swim felt compelled to investigate. "Invading" is an extremely apt term, swim feels; however, there was no sense of anything malign about them. They talked to Swim, but not auditorially. These "conversations" compounded Swim's slightly manic/psychotic philisophical epiphanies. Swim hit the sack at roughly 6am give or take and hour.


#3: "Magic: Dex-a-Sketch Episode #2"

About three weeks later than 2.x

WGFJ, Store brand, 64oz. MagOx 500mgs, Diph 50mgs, 2400mgs soy lecathin. 1 full 8oz CVS brand roboknock.

Focus on anything besides the Dex was difficult by way of Dexter-Distracter. Probably not more so than normal for Swim considering his performance at Zelda; However, he was trying to play magic with some friends and kept getting distracted with conversations about all kinds of shit. It wasn't just Swim though everyone was fairly distracted with the conversations and the games moved rather slowly. Swim discovered that relation of philisophical concepts is fairly difficult while dexin. Compounded by Dex-Speak he fortunately had one friend who was empathetic and understanding enought to actually follow him and what the fuck eh was talking about till his ability to speak just crunched. Everyone else was lost, that dude was cool as fuck though even though he'd never dexed. Anyways, Swim felt the once "cozy" Feeling was now more of a "pressure" this time. The interaction seemed to portray Swim as a little more fucked up than the previous experiences; however, Swim vehently asserts that the experience was less intense than the first experience. There was a new guy in the group that was trying to learn to play magic. He was a self-proclaimed pot slinger but couldn't come up with shit. The idea appealed to Swim at the moment and he happened to have money. Swim clearly Percieved this guy trying to fuck with his head. Once again....Swim don't give a fuck and flips all head games back on the players. It's a lot like playing Chess.

Swim thinks it may have been tolerance, a different consumption pattern of the WGFJ, the Diph, or the Lecathin. Swim also thinks that His fearless Process and don't give a fuck mindset is what helps him understand and handle the 40x/50x Sally without freaking. After relating this Swim found it highly amusing that he's generated one hell of a Dexcabulary.

Note: Swim realizes this is more of a Dex report than a Sally report but Swim's Trip report was mostly about the actual Sally Report. Also, no weed was consumed at all the entire time. However Swim says "One of these fucking days...."

[AirO]

Haha, I loved the 11/14ths estimate. Nice writeup.

[Euthanatos93420]

Originally Posted by AirO

Haha, I loved the 11/14ths estimate. Nice writeup.

Thanks, It took me a bit to put all that down and I still would like to write more about it. Swim and I have spent much time discussing the deep philosophy and mind benders of his experiments.

I have often thought that Mary, Sally, Dex, & others have made enormous contributions to Swim's Fearless paradigm but then I think that these epiphanies and global perspective enlightenments may not have come about through them without the Fearless Paradigm. Paradox or Synergy? Are they antonyms or synonyms?