Opinions - swidcrn's story with cocaine

[Stiney]

lol did someone get ripped off tonight or something?? Whats with all the aggression? Of course cocaine is cut, it always has been, even in the 60s, 70s and 80s, this isn't news to anyone. But like cheapstak says it doesn't take a genius to purify the stuff greatly. I've no doubt some people sell various other things as cocaine but saying " When someone says they are doing cocaine - they are lying to SWIY and to themselves, SWIY is not doing cocaine period" is a bit of an over reaction. Out of curiosity what do you mean when you say "trust swim - theres more to it"?.

[dcrn]

SWIM Wants to sniff that LINE so bad but SWIM doesn't want to sniff that line... SWIM doesn't know what the F...he wants...he is going insane out of his mind. SWIM swore he would quit cocaine permanently and the last time he used was Nov 16th...he hasn't done any since then...but now the cravings are just horrific. Swim is doing everything he can to get his shit together but its hard as motherfucker. he works out, and does all of the shit to keep his mind busy but its very very hard. He was clubbing this past Saturday and drank a little bit than he wanted to do some coke to the point that he paid $50 for a gram to this guy who gave him some very good shit...swim went to his hotel room... chopped up his shit...made a nice line...and when it was time to sniff REALITY CHECK kicked in...swim then blew that line on the floor and the rest of the gram threw in the toilet and flushed it down ..just lost $50 on not even using it..swim did taste it...a little pinch and that was it...whenever swim has a good time or is at a club he wants yay...he would do yay but is scared about his hyperventilation syndrome that coke caused him and whenever he's using it he gets shortness of breath and has to breath with a plastic bag over his mouth... thinking he wil die...THIS IS ONE MAIN REASON WHY SWIM QUIT COCAINE...IF IT WASN'T FOR THIS... HE WOULD BE DOING IT..SWIM LOVES THE HIGH COKE GIVES HIM...HE USED TO KISS HIS GRAM BAGGS BUT HE JUST WANTS TO QUIT...AND HE HAS BEEN CLEAN SINCE NOV 16TH..

ONE SHOULDER SWIM HAS DEVIL AND ANOTHER ANGEL... SO FAR I'M WITH ANGEL....BUT DEVIL IS JUST CALLING ME INNN

[dcrn]

to all of you that replied goes a big thanks for everything that you wrote. Swim still remains sober and clean and feels a thousand times better. Finally in such a long time - swim has money in his wallet that he can use for other things other than buying coke. Swim really regrets his past use and wishes that he never tried it. Swim started to avoid certain places or even clubs that will give him that push for a coke cravings. Swim wishes more people quit that way we have a better, cleaner sober society instead of making some lowlife criminal in Colombia rich.

Be safe.

[Fight Club]

NIK took Effexor for depression and anxiety for 18 months after he scaled back/quit using cocaine.

He tapered off the effexor completely 2 years ago next month, and has 18 months clean time from cocaine and all other mind-altering substances. He still has some psychological issues but the physiological symptoms have passed.

FC

[insomniac]

Swim knows swiys who have been using for years on weekly basis or just on the weekends and they have no problems. swim was the occasional user and binger and can no longer partake in these activities due to the severe anxiety it has left swim with. Unfortunately, some swiys are genetically predisposed to some conditions that dont present themselves unless they've been using certain substances. it sucks b/c swim REALLY likes cocaine..peace