Opinions - adverse effects of cocaine and substances

[robu]

recently discovering adult adhd and realization of why? and how? and symptoms? that substance abuse is a part of it? when all substances have adverse effects on you? disorganized, hopeless, despairing, person to use cocaine and be able to function... the person who could never enjoy substances for the effect... it was never over-kill, always about self-control and guilt of the matter, being that it is of illegal basis. so it lies in the issue of morality and perception, to search for the answer to find there is no right or wrong, when it is not about addiction, but purely the appreciation of the substance allowing one to make sense of all thoughts. (relation, deeper meanings, contemplation), have become such the connoisseur and become so knowledgeable about the substance, (but still searching,) that when a question came up, it was by trial and error. which leads me to here. i know there are people out there, thank and respect the individuals who are willing to share their precious knowledge. i have somewhat seen the topics? in disappointment in the apathetic manner that people reply. posts shamelessly degrading (SWIM?) themselves... i would much appreciate some insightful opinion that cannot be already answered by common-sense, logic or reason. understanding the fact that all opinions will be biased based on experience and age, knowledge of theory and foresight application to evaluation.

[Benga]

moved to some for all, slightly too hermetic for these whereabouts
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[razorwiredildo]

what?