Have i suffered perminant brain damage?

[MaFi0s0]

its monday night now and i went on a bender from saturday night to sunday afternoon in that amount of time i would of hadthe eqivilant to15 linesor 1 gram of base.


now its only the 3rd time ive had speed but i was shouted 7 grams of base off a good mate, so i was going around shouting lines to my mates and by sunday id rack the odd one here and there throughout the day or night with other mates.


im aware most the imediate side effects of speed are due to lack of sleep because i have had auditory disturbances when being up for long hours, but when i was trying to goto sleep sunday night after being up for 40 hoursi was quite amazed at having very minor visual halucinations(whitemetal-robot cockaroaches!)


anyway since then i have had 3 episodes of severly scattered stuttering when speaking to someone! for example...


after saying hello on the phone to someone i havent spoken to in a while:


"how.. ah-go... nah ho...so. ....BRO i heard this that and this has happened?"


instead of


"hows it going man, so i was just calling you to find out when your comming down?"


and


person: 'so why arent you doing that these holidays?'


"nah uh shit thes.. its shit hol th it uhh"


instead of


"nah its shit doing it these holidays"


its like if i am in any major panic to say something wich i have to quickly construct in my head it comes out all fucking dislexic


i thought it was just the side effects of having the drug leave my system but to make sure, i asked an experienced friend and she said its the brain damage, then on one occasion of my scattered stuttering one ofmy mates cracked a joke telling me the drug is STUCK ON ME, after that comment i have become paranoid that maybe it is.


*downs a beer*