Experiences - hard-psycological-time on LSD

[ima-do-proprio-ser]

Well,I will now report my monkey's latest experience with acid.Not about the experimentation of acid itself,but about the whole life-experience.I'd really appreciate to hear some thoughts on it.

Since this is a topic on psycological issues,I'll try to describe some important background on the monkey-swim.My monkey has a very very fast and active mind,he's always thinking of everything and everyone.It's one of his personal characteristics to try understand DEEPLY the mind of those who surround him,mainly friends.He is also a philosophy lover.One of those person that can extract some philosophy from EVERYTHING,and will undoubtlessly discuss it.

Also as background-painting,let me I tell you a lil story:
About 8 months ago,some friends of the monkey were passing through a really hard-time.Normally(I mean : BEFORE),he would just worry,but this time was different.His emotional side was acting like The Christian himself(!) : he was fully taking another person's pains and suffering to himself.The monkey started to get very bad.Well,this high incidence of sensitiveness remained for 2 months very strong,but then got way weaker,some time forward.The monkey likes sensitiveness,and dubiously enjoyed this experience,even though it was 100% new to him.


Well,ok.Now the acid itself.
Like 6 weeks ago,the monkey decided to drop a little 100's bicicle,on a beautiful beach,with some friends.Lemme try to describe what happened.
Since the monkey had taken acid before and had amazing trips,he decided to try to get some new friends of him to try it.(he knew them for 2 months and they were starting to become real friends at the time.he trusted them,and they seemed to trust him).Well,they got interested,and the monkey instructed them to read some stuff about acid before taking it.
They travelled to the beach,with 2 old,experienced friends of the monkey's.
The monkey dropped a full piece of acid,and the others dropped half(he had had acid some times before,but never with a dosage higher then 3/4).
The monkey was really well for like 90 minutes,when,he can't remind quite well WHY,a strange paranoia emerged.It somehow involved : some fear of the cops busting them,some fear of the "new" friends getting bad trips,some fear of not being able to help them,since he was pretty much more high then them,and some fear of the surrounding people,which seemed dangerous(!).
A badtrip came by.It was horrible,even tho it's hard to describe it.What worried the most was that the monkey couldn't UNDERSTAND the trip.After it was over,the monkey felt like a door was left open.

One week later,he took half of a little bicicle,again.
What happened was the most intense experience of acid on his life,even though,again,I can't explain/describe it quite well.I wouldn't call this trip a proper BADtrip.It was a very DEEP and INTENSE,100% emotional trip with friends.It was a little bit traumatic,but I can't say WHY.The monkey doesn't remind much.


10 days after that,the monkey had the end-of-trilogy-acid,surrounded only by gis best friends.It was O.K. for some 2 hours,when a friend with some problems with cocaine started saying things that could mean he was really fucked up with addiction and stuff.Somehow,the monkey got very bad after that,Emotionally.Another badtrip.People talking to the monkey started to get as bad as him,without knowing how(3 of them had taken acid aswell).

After 30 of a bad ambience,the monkey told them he would leave,because he was on a bad-trip.
He went to his car,and remained in silence,thinking,for 1 hour,trying to retain the drug's effects.After that the monkey got ok,lucid,and drove back home to sleep.


Sorry for my poor writing skills,but I hope to hear some nice comments on all of these.
Some stuff I'm interested in discovering:

-It's normal to have a sequence of connected bad-trips? I mean : on this sequence my monkey experienced,I KNOW somehow it was the same kind of badtrip.He feeled it.
-May my monkey be in psycological danger? (!)
-Should ge take acid again?Any suggestions on how to set the setting?


Well,comment whatever you want on this.Just do it,please.I really want to talk to people experienced on this subjects,to get to understand what happened,better.





Thanks mates,cya

[ima-do-proprio-ser]

no answers ?
is my text to non-understandable?

[Nagognog2]

You have some stuff to deal with before using the magnifying glass that is LSD (and other psychedelics). Work on those. There is plenty of time to explore more deeply down the road.

You are very wise to wonder whether to continue in this fashion now. Good Monkey.

[Sticki]

Swim thinks your monkey is just a really emotional monkey at present, Maybe a little depressed. As Nag says you have some stuff to deal with.