Experiences - Trip Reports: Bad Trips from Magic Mushrooms

[matthew1138]

Alright, I'm about to share a really messed up trip. The other night I was at a party and had only 2 grams of shrooms. Along with that i had alot of beer and smoked some weed. Now early in the night things were't going to bad. In fact I felt great. I actually felt like i was a part of the stars. Later i went inside and thats when things started to get bad. It started with me confessing my love to a girl who I had minimal feelings for. Then I started to worry that my cats would die if my mother found out. Then I thought god and Jesus were out to get me becausei took drugs. It only got worse from there. I started groping every girl in sight and then I got naked and grabbed some girls breasts. Then I went on a couch and started masturbating in front of everyone. This resulted in people trying to throw me out. While I was locked out I got terrified and could not figure out at all why the door would not open (it was locked) so I decided to punch though the window. then i received several punches to the face and was eventually brought back to my car. I thought I was trapped in there for eternity and became very scared. I started breaking stuff and kicked the windshield which put a few cracks in. i wondered back into the house when everyone was gone and felt like i was away from reality. i wondered into the bathroom and tried tofigured out what happened to my face.when stuff started to feel real again i saw the damage i caused and freaked out. later on people filled me in on the details. now, like I said I only took two grams. However I do have alot of anxieties and bouts of depression from time to time and people say that can cause bad trips. but people are saying since i only took two i shouldn't blame the shrooms and that i was an unstable person. Now I'm pretty confused and am having problems leaving the house. All the stuff I did is so unlike me.