Health - Cocaine and crack cocaine nausea, vomiting

[Cleverdemise]

Okay, before you think this yourself, I'll just tell you. Psychologically, I'm a basket-case. I'm "Emetaphobic", which is irrational fear of vomiting. I havent thrown-up in more than 13 years (I'm 20 now) and would seriously rather be punched in the face 50 times by a huge guy with brass knuckles than puke. It actually controls my life. Every day i experience anxiety, creating nausea or possibly a panic attack. I'm on SSRI's, Clozaprine(sp? It controls nausea and vomiting), and 3 .5mg's of xanax daily.


Okay, soI just got this "anxiety/panic disorder" out of nowhere like a year ago. I like experimenting with drugs, but i get so paranoid when i see that one of the side affects is "vomiting" that i can barely enjoy myself. The STRANGE thing is, I can take like 60mg of Adderall and be fine. However i snorted my second line of coke in my life today, and was ABUSED with anxiety and panic symptoms. (For those of you that don't know, anxiety and panic disorder brings your greatest fears to life) I ended up having to take like 3 mg's of xanax, and some valarian root and meletonin to get it to go away.


So, here's where you could help me... Do people often vomit on coke? Also keep in mind i never throw-up.... just scared to deathof it. lol I've heard that vomiting depends on dosage, and body weight. Well, I weigh like 140, and being new to coke, i have no idea how to dose myself. Isnorted a fairly long and thick lineand like my whole FACEwent numb, but that's about it... besides being a little more alert. I've heard people compare it MDMA, and hell, i think Adderall is better! (so far lol)


Okay, so if people usually don't puke, then it was probably all in my head. Which leads to my next question. Could I take xanax before or during, or would mixing them be bad?


Well, to summerize my questions...


1) Does coke make you puke often?


2) What's a good dose to get the full effects? (tell me in dumb-ass terms, i'm a newb)


3) Could i use xanax or anything else to counteract the anxiety that coke causes me?





Thanks to ANYONE in advance that can help me.