My friends dilemma...

[Issmortor]

The following is mearly a written accord of my current thoughts...

So my friend's aunt's sister(henceforth known as FAS) is gonna come home in about an hour with some substances. My friend and Fas often do yayo and mild opiates while jsut hanging around the house, playin games, enjoying themselves. Fas called up my friend earlier today and told of her going to make some purchases after work, and asked if my friend wanted anything while she was out. Fas was going to get 2 and 20, so my friend figured his good round number was 1 and 10(this is what my friend and Fas use when talking about yayo and [oxycodone 10]). My friend has only been doing these things since Fas has moved into town, I guess you could say she influenced my friend alot in the area, but mainly they stick to yayo and oxy10's(which you may know are a nice combination). So Fas is going to be at my friends house in about an hour with the stuff and my friend is thinking to himmself "should i partake tonight, or keep it cool and wait a few days". The previous day my friend told me about how he splurged the last of his stash and took 3 oxy10's over only a couple hours time, which he usually doesnt do, he likes to take his 10 and maybe an hour later take another 5 and so on if desired. But he started earlier in the day than normal and had had a headache, so he justified and had a nice few hours, but then regretted it and felt bad that he splurged. So tonight he has the dilemma of deciding whether or not to partake in tonights items. He thinks to himself "the pills last forever, they wont go bad"(knowing not literally forever, but long enough that there is no rush) When on the other hand he knows that he doesnt like to sit on yayo for too long because it seems to get stale to him, and he doesnt like holding on to a substance for too long because it increases the chance for being caught with it. So why shouldnt he partake and just do a few lines and pop a 10er for the comedown? Hes only going to live once, so why not enjoy it(of course always thinking in the back of his mind that he cant let himself get carried away and must keep his proper mind about him, watching for the gripping hooks of addiction, and being sure to keep them at bay. Should he partake, or should he withhold? Fas will not care either way, she'll partake regardless of my friends actions. Should he withhold and take a break for a few days, or just do it, enjoy it, and stop thinking so much about it...

The debate in my mind continues to wonder about what my friend may decide...which choice will he make?