Getting a relationship back after telling my girlfriend I use cocaine???

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Okay, this might be a little long...So I'm apologizing ahead of time.


Susan, she's my best friend. We started off friends in high school. Then senior year (at the end), we started dating. We were together for 2 years until we got married.


Seriously, the love of my life, my best friend, can't imagine my life without her.


In August, I madea huge mistake. I told her I was using Cocaine. I wanted to be honest with her. And I wasn't usingit A LOT, just key shots everyday. Then that's when she broke up with me.


3 months later, I'm still depressed about it. She's "moved" on. Rebound type of shit. I know her too well for this. All of our CLOSE friends, see us being together eventually....


BUT, it's driving me crazy. I can't seem to sleep, eat, can't focus. We haven't talked in 3 months or have seen each other. The sad thing is that, I lost my best friend. I come home from work or whatever, and just want to call her and tell her little things or whatever. I miss her.


I want to call her, but she feels so betrayed and tells me that "We will never be a couple again." That's a lie. What do I do? I'm getting clean. And I realized that she's the one for me.


I need help. What do I do???? Give her space????