Mental Addition to Rolling ...

[thePhantom]

Hey guys - sorry if this is a repost - but I used to search function, and found nothing ...

Basically SWIM has rolled about 5-6 times, and at some times feels very mentally addicted to E/MDMA.

He has waited often for good raves to use the drug, and never rolled without waiting at least a month for the next time to come around...

The thing is, and this was especially strong after his first roll, that a time will come when all he can think about is his next roll... Its been exactly one month since his last roll - and it's all he can think about, where/when and who he will roll with, what music will play, how he will feel. Its taking over, he needs to concentrate on exams!

does everybody get this? The strange thing is he can sometimes go for ages without thinking about doing it - especially a few weeks after rolling, he wont think about for ages and then bam!

[Peace Frog]

SWIM has gotten this, especially after his first roll... He discovered it was because of the drastic and surprising high it brought him, and also the life-changing things it aided him in figuring out...

SWIM also worried that he was addicted at one point, but it passed with time. There's nothing wrong with getting excited about rolling, the only thing SWIY should worry about is the frequency, and staying true to himself about it.

SWIM has missed a few chances to roll, and though disappointed, it didn't bother him that much.. This help him confirm that he was in fact NOT addicted to E.

Like he said, there's no shame in being excited about a roll... that's natural... SWIY is fine, so don't worry about it He should just be aware, and not let it bother him!


Happy rolling!

[Binzkin]

SWIM thinks that anything that will make you feel good can be mentally addictive, SWIM was definitely craving the ecstacy when the weekend came back in his high school days

[Peace Frog]

SWIM agrees that craving a roll would be considered addiction... but there's a difference between cravings and excitement... SWIM supposes that knowing that difference would be the deciding factor?

[Euphoric]

So long as SWIY keeps dosing at least a month apart SWIY should be fine. And when in doubt take a longer break to show SWIY who's in control.

Also, SWIY should be certain of what's in the pills, make sure there are no real physically addictive substances present.

SWIM believes excitement before drug use is fairly common, and probably best for the experience, if one goes into feeling good about it.