Care-taker

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allright, this is what´s swim was thinkng about and the result of some night scooking, studiying and searchign for sex-dates, while adminestering a varitety of drugs.

is there more damage don if we take care of if we didn´t?
What if the wrong people take care of things in ways that I disaggree
What if people pretend to take care of me and my life/ concerns, just becuase they in fact disaggree and agree with the opposite, or do so for the personal misuse of it?

And I came to the conclusion, that there´s unfortunatelty for us an existence of two truths: the truth of the universe, like sciences, that man can discover and formulate and a universal manner (great analogy in words here) and then there´s
the truth that seems to be coming from out our humanity and is thought to be made for the "humanity-reason", like the laws, the construction of a society, social mechanisms.

then again, the most robust mechanism of our "thought to be the truth for humanity", like some rites, tradings, etc. can be described and backed by solid scinece, which again is the
rules of the universe. like economies is a science of society and social productivity.

So if I take the "laws", that´re based on agreements in a society,. like saying a murderer is doing a bad thing because obviously, we disagree that his action, in taking seemingly voluntarily a life away´d be a good thing, we disagree in that this murderer is maybe following a plan or a law that has to exist in the universe for some kind of reason of harmony, for that he knows, his killing would result in great benefit in the universe now or later or whenever.

In this example, we disagree in the ability of a murderer´s talent and the neccessity of a murder and a murderer, because we see obviously that there´s dagage done to human.

So in one, taking away anotherone´s life, we see the need for punishment in restoring a harmony or trying to do so, to create a symmetry in the ongoing things, to even out what´s happening, in fact futile, because harmony is a result of things existing in harmony that was developed in not ultimately punishing, but experiencing and following the routes of all the experiences.

Anyway the universe seems to exist, because a perfect symmetrie needs the opposite and this is always existing and never, always like it has to be, because ther´s a chance of it existing (priciple of quantum mechanics) and simply that chance is enough to make it a law and further laws withinm, have to be in analogy to the yet existing and further going to be existing laws.

The analogy came to mind, that a human is, as a part of the universe, totally predictable and creates its´own laws by altering the system, which will react to this fact giving him in treturn the laws he has to follow.

So here it is now: Swim can´t manage to go anywhere on time, not even he can go out at the evening or at night on time, because of pain, sleeping etc... he´s in need of parties that never stop, and there´s: techno!
Funny thing is, it´s lot to do with pharmaceuticals in this scene and such, and since swim´s only chance to get asleep becaue of pain is to be totally exhausted, which reminds him of dancing like nights... raving so are these events a neccessity or remedy for the pain in swim and all the others?

Is this the solution plan the universe put into us for all this misery and yet, we need to play it unattached?Can we always be perfectly in harmony with onyl the things around us or manage getting to this point?

Yes, that sounds like a plan, as I see it, laws for the individual and social life need to conclude the enviroment and the histrory of each human, and each conclusion had to be the cut between two extreme opinions (or more), that had to be played through to see the consequences for this individual and his enviroment adn then the best way could be calculated, if one were perfecrtlys abel to calculate the influences of each factor and influence good enough, mabye a computer could calculate and give the most bizzare, or maybe the best solutions better than man could make, btu intul then; ibelive the human brain is far more capable of doing this and thus, the approach to absolute individual freedom has to be the answere ,regulations only within the scientific possibilites in econmies.

that why I love pro sports, within the rules of the game, a pro sportsman will do everything the whole world has to give and offer to him to do his best, and everythign that´s happenign really _is_ happening for onyl this reason(well, ultimately, and this approach I see in Basketbal and cycling best, along with snooker and things, which involve some sort of art and co-existence of other rival sports)