meth can be disgusting.....

[katukulysm]

yuck.


swim went to this place where his uncle used to hang out ( he's in jail now for unknown reasons ) to pick up a small order. a quarter of a gram of that evil crystalline existance. though the shit was hella good ( they made their own dope ) but it looked like it was hot. like swim didnt get pulled over or anything for it, it just seemed that the man swim met was alittle too honest.
but anyhow these people were straight up low life meth addicts. if they needed more money for chems or anything really, they would go out and steal ALL this stuff, just random ass stuff that they would sell for profet. aw man, one dude had been shoot'n for so long that he developed some nasty ass sores all over his face. this face was an acceptable pizza face. he had huge fuckin holes in his head, a line that went from his middle arm up to his neck! his neck! jesus fuck! another dude was so out of it that when he'd go to walk somewhere he'd turn around at nobody and yell " WHAT?!? ". swim would say " Dude, theres nobody there. ".
there was this nasty bitch that was staying there, she looked like she was dead. seriously, this chick was a walking slab of rotting flesh. when she would go to shoot her dope ( everybody there shoot it up. everybody. ) she would fill that srynge all the way up!!! and SLAM IT! swim thought she would die everytime she did it. and she did it twice a day too!! it looked like a mini junkyard in their front yard. car parts everywhere, a huge junked out garage beside the house, a dumpster full of broken jars and other obvious things like that. these people didnt fuck around though. when they said good shit, they meant good fuckin shit. swim said he was feeling his rush's of just two hits. ( swim only smokes, snorts and eats it. no shooting. ) on a quarter of meth he stayed up for almost 3 days! he hadnt done it in a while too, plus he only smoked so much every couple of hours. but oh, those people were all sorts of fucked up. they didnt care though. who the fuck were they? they led fucked up lives anyway. always in and out of prison, stealing whatever ( even useless things ), cookin the shit right there inside the house. swim said when he went into the kitchen ther was all these jars with yellow to purple liquids in them. a chemical spill on the floor, haha-a fuckin plastic trash can half full of raw ether! aw man, this place was a bonus check for every DEA agent around.
the point is that this place and these people are bad news. they did meth for so long that they turned into an influence. they just did things for meth and meth only. or and i guess they did things for anyone who had meth for when they would run out. its like they have nothing else to live for BUT meth. and thats it. they caused themselves to end up like that because of their choices in life. wich later will catch up to them. so like swim said, these people and these places are bad news. some of those that used to hang out there are just now ready to go to trial for a murder. they brought the body to that house in the trunk of a car. then when nobody would take the body they burned it on the side of the highway.........so if you ever go over to place like that, keep your fucking eyes open!

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	nonsensical pointless thread even for you.
	been there

[The Doors]

Every addiction can have it's nasty side effects, especially more so when they're entire lives revolve around the drug, which is sad. It is cases like these that make you realize what kind of life you want to live or more so what kind of lifestyle you want to maintain if one decides to do drugs!

PS: Not to be a bitch, but you should write in parapraphs next time, it would be a little easier to read!

[Riconoen {UGC}]

As the doors said, every addiction has bad side effects, herion withdrawal can give your priapisms (painful erection) which I've heard is like getting your johnson cuaght in a door jamb, and don't beleive the bullshit about meth mouth. A recent study just came out that sias that methamphetmine smoke does not contain any chemicals that corrode the enamel of youe teeth and many meth mouth pics have been digitally altered by the ONDCP to make them look much worse, it is a result of bad personal hygiene and staying up for three days without food and water, remember annorexics also have thier teeth rot out becuase of thier body depleting its nutrient reserves out of starvation. Don't beleive that one hit off a meth pipe and you're addicted for life either. there is no drug on gods green earth that is so addictive that the first dose gets you hooked.

[katukulysm]

kat is confused.

i just mentioned the low life part of a meth head. what? swim went somewhere and perspected the disgusting ways of people when they're influenced so hard and focust in on that one thing. that one thing, the only thing that really matters anymore. the thing you will do things for that you thought you would never do in a million years. it always winds up like that if the person is in deep dept to its addiction.
its just a story of swim going over to these tweekers house ( and he means TWEEKERS, you know, the ones that make the news headline for the biggest methlab bust or some shit like that ) and getting some shit and just sitting back and watching these mofo's run back and forth trying to get this and that done when really all they are doing is just tweekin their balls off.
its funny sometimes just to watch people dream like that. where does this story confuse "Riconoen {UGC}"?
its a perspective. not a rant or a dream. just the perspective of watching them and yourself. when they are on it that bad you have to watch yourself too. some of those get so in to it that they do some fucked up things and dont realize what they are dealing with. its some bad stuff if you let yourself fall into the depts of its addiction or whatever. kat is glad he never got into that shit hard.
hasent any swiy's ever been to or seen a place like that? im sure someone here can tell their perspectives on the quick life.
its just a perspective, what?

[augentier]

katukulysm, I see what you mean and I agree with you..certainly not all meth users are like this, we all know this, but the ones who are, they're bad. i know a guy who is like this and it's sad..but it's those damn binges IMO, and the frequency of them, that turn the heavy users into nastyass tweakers.

[katukulysm]

its disgusting, but most of all, indeed sad. this is why meth has such a bad reputation. its sooooo addicting when ingested, its users will do anything for it. other users ( those that just like to do it and are not addicted to it ) get stereotyped as a bad nasty tweeker. its annoying to be stereotyped.
i mean wouldent that be annoying as fuck to have some cop or DEA agent find a small little baggie of dope on you and they immedietly take that direction in stereotyping the hell out you? some would snap.


-this is why the DEA exist-
-this is why there is so many damn useless laws-
-this is why theres so many in prison-
-this is why everything gets so twisted fucked-

WHY??

because certain people cant handle their poisons very well. they're stuck in a whirlwind of happy contradiction. they dont mean anything by it, they're just doing their thing. that thing that only matters most to them.-unless they find the strength to quit.
an addiction is one thing. an addiction sucks and makes you wish you havent touched the stuff in your whole life even when your under the influence. a group of tweekers wanting to get high as quick as possible and will do anything for that feeling is something else. there is addicts and there is dreamers.
but thats the problem! they become addicted real fast ( mostly when its around ALL THE TIME ) and forget about the fact that they had a life before.
kat calls it ' ONE-WAY-VISION '. they only want that one thing and that one thing only. they could care less about you or me or themselves, they dont care if you want to help them ( unless you help them get high ), they could give a fuck less about anything else. the one-way-vision keeps them occupied enough to let someone else keep an eye on them.

then eventually the one-way-vision will have kept them so occupied that they forgot they exist....

[augentier]

I think the same could be said for lots of very addictive drugs, not just meth..look at heroin & crack.

[brighteyes88]

swim was only into meth for about four months, in those four months he was telling himself that he wasnt addicted and only doing it cos he couldnt get his hands on anything else.

he came vey close to the edge but managed to catch himself, in his opinion, addiction happens gradually, then suddenly. there is a level of self control involved, but swim can see how a person could easily realise it too late, and then stop caring.

in his brief tango with it, he generally took care of himself, eating and sleeping when he could force himself, and drinking enough. but still, lost weight, grew pale and looked slightly fucked up, he still has his passport photo(taken during this time) to remind him.

very easy to get caught up in it

[cyndi]

Well in the past swim was sent over to a place to pick some up for a friend at a house that was very much like the original poster described. Swim couldn't wait to get the heck out of there as those people scared her and swim doesn't scare easy. Swim never went back. That was a bust situation waiting to happen. I will say that was the weirdest experience swim ever had with meth buys. Most of the places had fairly normal people in suburbs you would never dream would have the stuff sold out of it. Swim always kept a very low profile so never dealt with weird situations except that one time.

[Orchid_Suspiria]

Swim is pretty much for decriminalization of drugs but he has never tried methamphetamines nor does he have a desire.The closest thing swim has done is methylphenidate and him and some friends were sort of hooked on it for a couple months until swim reallized how much not sleeping and pacing around for hours wasn't cool at all.

Swim has just heard too many negatives about this substance.He is not sure which is propaganda and which is truth but some of the stories he has heard about what this makes people do are pretty horrific.He sees no benefits to it.Sure the same could be said about cocaine or opiates but they do have atleast some benefits.Heroin isn't going to make someone not sleep for days and become violent and paranoid.The only time junkies committ acts of violence is when they are forced to because they are sick.Cocaine to an extent can make people into serious dicks but he hears that meth can make people do things no other drug would.Swim doesn't think all meth users are lowlifes,afterall some would have you believe all cocaine or heroin users are lowlifes and swim and most of us here know that isn't true.Swim hasn't met that many meth users,he knew a couple online that were and they didn't seem like bad people.

Swim thinks this like all substances should be legallized and made in pharmacies so it is safer however swim thinks it should be in someway under control and it's users perhaps only allowed to use it for a certain amount of time a week so they can atleast go to sleep and not slip into psychosis.

[cyndi]

Oh yeah swim doesn't like ritalin either. It makes her like you said jumpy and just too weird or wired. Swim is not downing coke users, to each his own, swim just doesn't like it.

It is a shame that some people have to resort to yucky places like described to get their stuff. But that isn't the norm in swim's experience. Most meth users swim knows are fairly normal people that you would not suspect. If you met swim on meth, you would never know it as swim is a mom with a stable job. Swim knows lots of professional people actually who use meth. There are those that are portrayed on the ads that are the extreme usually to scare young people from trying it. Swim certainly would not want youngsters to try it as some let it get to them, and it will destroy their life. Some can handle it and some can't.

As far as legalization of meth, swim doesn't think that is a good idea because some young people just can't handle it. Swim has seen several people really ruin their lives with the stuff. Swim is all for legalization of mj though as it isn't as bad as cigarettes or beer. I really don't know the answer of meth usage. It is really stigmatized in the US where other drugs aren't. Excess of any drug is usually not good.

[Orchid_Suspiria]

If it were legallized ofcourse it wouldn't be sold to young people no more than cigarettes or alcohol are sold to young people.Infact swim would still warn people of the dangers of it like he would with any substance.However if those people are adults and make the decision that they wish to use this substance it should be their right.

[cyndi]

Yeah there are good and bad points about legalizing drugs. That could be debated all day. It is like the seatbelt law that ticks me off badly. Who are they to tell me whether or not to wear one? I only wear the stupid things because I had to pay so many fines. A child should wear one now but an adult should have a choice. I hate big brother stuff so agreed there.

[Orchid_Suspiria]

Ofcourse an adult should have a choice!What a fucking joke this country is.It's okay to join the Marines,be turned into a sociopath,and go to Iraq and torture civillians but smoking a joint is wrong?