Somewhat confusing...MDMA Effects?

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SWIM has heard oh so much about this drug called ecstasy. SWIM has heard that it made you feel the best you could ever imagine. That it was like going to heaven and back. SWIM decided to take it and see what all this was about. Swim's first time was at a dance and SWIM took about 1.25 pills of red stars. SWIM took 3/4 of a pill and then about 2 hours later took another 1/2. All Swim felt was that he was very open, could talk to anybody about anything, had no worries, and was overall feeling very content and preety happy. But, this wasnt living up to those expectations. SWIM thought that it was a mind blowing expierience. SWIM could still talk and communicate like he wasn't on anything.

Then just tonight SWIM decided to take 2 pills total. SWIM took one at around 9:00 PM and then took another one around 10:45. Again, SWIM felt under the influence of something but not something that was truely amazing. SWIM felt the same effects that SWIM felt the first time.

Is SWIM missing something here? Is SWIM not taking enough or are the pills just not very strong? After doing it SWIM can never fall asleep. It must be SWIM because a couple of my friends only took one pill the whole night and said they felt it preety strongly.

This is what SWIM eat the entire day and at what time:

10:00 AM- 3 Pancakes, w/ strawberries and banana.

12:30 PM- Bag of Kettle Chips and a Wild Berry Crystal Geyser

5:30- 2 hot dogs and about 5 strawberries.


SWIM can't figure out why SWIM is not feeling the full effects of MDMA. When SWIM is under the influence he doesn't feel speedy at all. SWIm just feels happy, sociable, and open, like he stated before.

Thanks for reading this and please give me your best explanations.