Experiences - Lorazepam a little different from the other benzos

[Orchid_Suspiria]

SWIM after some experimenting with lorazepam has noticed it does not effect him like other benzos do.He could call it the psychedellic benzo.After taking three one mg one he feels the normal benzo sedation but with an added kick.Confused thoughts,minor visiuals mainly shadowy ones such as shadow snakes moving across vision.Also hearing sinister and primal voices in his friends fishtank bubbles.Has anyone else had this kind of experiece from this substance?SWIM gets very confused and nods in and out of reallity.Sometimes he will loose track of where he is even.Odd drug,one of the first ones swim used back in highschool.Perhaps the reason its so calming and so placid yet it has a dark side is because it is meant to calm people by showing them their worst fears and a frightened side of the mind yet presents them with a placcid and mellow form of recreation for the mind all at the sametime,or maybe SWIM is the only person that reacts to them in this matter.