Swim wants to feel ecstasy again!!!

[supremedan]

Swim took ectasy first time in september 2006, a strong pure MDMA pill....aswome!! swim danced and ran trhough the big fields of big open air rave like nothing!!! the only bad part is that swim didn´t remeber much of the first 2 hours of the trip. Then swim took half of a weak pill one week later and got hit hard, after 2 weeks swim took half again of a weak pill and allso felt good. then in october swim went to a big rave and took 3 pils of the weaker pils during the whole open air rave and had the best emotional feeling in his life...swim was dancing, running, kissing and huging everybody, making new friends...was sooo happpyyyyyyy...swim was running screaming beautiful things like: " life is beautiful", " everybody is so beautiful!!" " I love everybody" " i am happy, everybody is happy"..... things like this....... one month after that swim went to another big rave and too 3 of the milder pills and had a good time but not so emotional like one month before. after this swim took more 4 diferent times the milder pills and felt only litle euphoria with litle to no emotion......then swim discovered GHB and started using over E sinse it was the substance that brings swim closest to the emotional feeling swim felt first times he took MDMA. Last time swim took MDMA was in new years and this time felt almost nothing. it was a good pill though sinse swims friends really like it.

Swim has not taken MDMA sinse then ...only using G 2-3x a week in parties sinse swim allways gets the same feeling from G every time he doses it. Swims will go to a BIG OPEN AIR RAVE for 30,000 people on march 10 and would like to feel E again. Swim got the purest and stongest MDMA pill avaiable in brazi, the GREEN ALIEN.....everybody tells swim this is the best one!!! Swims will take the whole pill at once in the rave.

Swim would like to know if 2 months with out taking E + a strong and good pill will bring swim close to the feeling of the first times he took MDMA??? or swim should wait more until he takes E again??

swim would really love to have that feeling from the first times again!!!

[The Doors]

SWIY might want to consider lowering his usage. Using other substances as a substitute is not a good thing and can lead to addiction.

SWIY should not use MDMA more then once a month to maintain a stable seretonin level in your brain. SWIM has only rolled twice and has loved every minute of both experiences. MDMA is not a drug to be taken too often, it needs to remain special. Taking too much of it might take that special feeling away

[Idioteque]

Originally Posted by The Doors

Taking too much of it might take that special feeling away

Very true. So much so that it doesn't really interest SWIM too much these days .

[CRUNK]

Originally Posted by Idioteque

Very true. So much so that it doesn't really interest SWIM too much these days .

Swim also hates the depression that follows it, it takes swim a long ass time to get himself feeling right after a long hard night of rolling!

[FiNeRs]

SWIM will be taking it over the next few weeks, and has it lined up along with LSD. Obviously I can't condone this persons actions as they are thoroughly disgraceful and illegal. SWIM has re-iterated that they will be trying it regardless of the stupid law and they are said to be looking forward to the forthcoming event. SWIM will then post in the experiences section as it will be their first time, and a good bit of info for other first timers to read.

[tigg24]

SWIM has been wanting to ask this question for a very long time. SWIM got into taking 3-4 pills every other weekend and sometimes every weekend. SWIM doesn't feel loved up anymore, no matter how strong the pill or how many taken. SWIM can even fall asleep and stay asleep all night after taking some. SWIM also wanted to know if not doing any for a few months would bring back the same lovey feeling from the first time, where she could "see" the molecules in the air and how they sparkled! Never again after that. SWIM wanted to know if abstaining would bring back "that loving feeling." (and how long, if so)

[podge]

Abstaining from MDMA use will help recapture some of the magic for some but it is not a certainty. How long swiy asks......there is no set lenght.....the longer the better. Swim no longer really enjoys MDMA , but he will take it occasionally.....swim thinks two or three times a year will do. But everybody is different.

[The Doors]

SWIY should wait at least a month between each experience to get your brain chemicals back into balance. As previously said, if you use too much of a substance it will loose it's magic or the dosage will have to rise to achieve that same feeling, and with substances it can become pretty dangerous.

[Cavy182]

SWIM can only go with the knowledge he has gained on this board. SWIM feels, and of course your mileage may vary, but more than once every 3-4 weeks tends to reduce the quality of the experience. He has read on more than one thread that a good practice is to save it for a once a month experience. Don't get the idea SWIM is trying to tell anyone what to do, just sharing what he has heard and experienced for himself.

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Sage advice and well stated.