Alone with Ecstasy

[Matt The Funk]

SWIM is on ecstasy alone right now. He is being put back on SSRI's tomorrow and wanted to roll before he wouldn't be able to for who knows how long....SWIM's pills were of good quality(One's he had purchased in a decent quantity, and saved some because of how good they were). Probably just MDMA, but not too many mg's(but enough). He took 1 1/2 pills and enjoyed watching requiem for a dream. While still rolling he decided to talk to his mother(relaxing experience), and then to a few friends( he was still alone though, all talking was through phone orAIM). He is now listening to music browsing around DF about to smoke some herb of very good quality(Sour OG, from a medical dispensary in california). The ability to roll alone provides SWIM with focus on his personal mental issues(which is nice for swim). Anyways...SWIM suggests just trying it once to see if it's SWIY's cup of tea...SWIY could have a good time, but may want to have that interaction with people...that connection..which MDMA can provide, along with many other things. Anyways SWIM is having a hard time typing this...been a few minutes now he supposes....he plans on playing Robotron for the visuals, while playing some more good tunes, then taking some ambien to help him drift off into blissful sleep.

[Lettish]

My friend's never done pills alone. He says it would be boring. The ideal atmosphere that my friend likes to do pills is with his best friends in a club with awesome music. If he was at home alone, it would be quiet, there'd be nothing to do, no-one to talk to.

[Cavy182]

SWIM is rather enamored of MDMA. Never considered going solo though. SWIM and mate use it as a means of rebonding and getting back in balance with each other. Never go out in public, raves, parties, etc. Always just the two of us alone in a prepared sacred space.