Yesterday night SWIM decided to do 7 grams of psilocybe cubensis mushrooms.
SWIM started the night off at a buddies house. SWIM and his buddies decided that they should do shrooms that night. So they called up there dealer and asked about getting an ounce. Shortly after SWIM and his friends had an ounce of shrooms in there hot little hands. They eyed out what was roughly 7 grams per person. At SWIMS friends house there was nothing to eat the shrooms with, so they decided they should go down to the grocery store to pick up some food.
On the way down to the grocery store (walking) SWIM and his buddies decided that they should slowly start eating the shrooms despite the taste. By the time they got to the grocery store SWIM and his buddies had ate all of their shrooms! So they decided they should trip out in a local park beside the grocery store.
Shortly after arriving at the park the shrooms started to kick in. The trees were doing unremarkble things and the trees seemed as if they were reaching out and trying to touch SWIM. SWIM was seeing aztec like pyramids and such on the ground. About 20mins later the shrooms came to there full force hitting SWIM HARD! Now the trees were starting to form faces and the end of branches looked as if they had eyes on them. Everything was breathing, flowing, alive. But then fear and doubs came rushing to SWIMs mind. The forest was after him following him where ever he went, cornerning him. Soon the forest was begging to laugh at him and try to kill him. At this point of time SWIM was freaking out and bolted out of the park and went on to a busy street. Leaving his friends behind in wonderment. SWIM told them he just had to go.
Everything was different, and the street lights were melting and the ground was breathing and moving. The middle of an intersection started to turn into a giant swirling hole that seemed to suck SWIM closer. Cars sounded totally weird and looked like they didnt belong. SWIM began to panic so he decided to phone a friend to meet up with him to try and calm him down. His phone felt very odd and was sort of melting into his hand. When SWIMs friend picked up his phone he felt a sudden rush of relief. That was soon to change. When talking to his friend all of the sudden his voice sounded like the devil and then the phone began to scream at him, and then turned into a loud screaching noise of death. SWIM thought the devil was after him and everything went dark and melty. Now everything looked scary and it seemed that SWIM was going to be fall through the earth and burn in hell.
SWIM managed to phone his friend back and tell him to come meet up with him (friend was sober). When he met up with his friend they decided to go and get pizza. At the pizza shop SWIM met up with more friends (again they were all sober). One friend decided to buy a pizza to share with everyone. SWIM was in his own world everything was just different but was changing every second. One of SWIMS friends decided it would be funny to try and make SWIM eat a piece of pizza. SWIM freaked out because the pizza was trying to eat/kill him so he threw the pizza on the ground. Now SWIMS friends thought it would be funny to fuck with SWIM and make him trip out but all they did was anger SWIM. He believed that his friends were always talking about him and that I was there source of fun. They played games with SWIM and SWIM thought of such destructive ways to try and kill his friends. His friends turned into his worst enemy.
Soon SWIM and his annoying friends went to a local coffee shop. The walk there seemed like it took years but in reality it only took seconds. SWIM was tripping balls in the coffee shop everything was crazy and unexplainable. SWIM also thought that everyone was talking about him and that every single person in the coffee shop should die. SWIM thought he was only in the coffee shop for a matter of seconds but it was actually a matter of hours.
Now SWIMs friends decided they were going home since they were having a boring night, SWIM decided that he too would go home and decided to walk with them. The walk home was hell for SWIM. His whole entire body seemed foreign not a part of him. His arms and legs were also bent and looked very strange. SWIMS friends now were trying to trip him out by poking him. SWIM blew up. He flipped out on his friends and started to scream and curse at them at the top of his lungs. He then ran away from them and felt better and happier. He went into his jean pocket to take out his phone to see the time. His pocket didnt feel like his it felt like a strangers. SWIM felt that he had somehow tooken over the mind of a stranger because every part of his body felt like it wasnt his, he just felt like he was the soul of someones body.
When SWIM got home he decided that he should just lay down in his bed and trip out. He soon felt as if he were floating in space and was having crazy thoughts and felt as if he would die any second. He thought that he was god and thought of the world in such a strange way and came up with all of these weird thoughts that are unexplainable. He came up with an idea that everything had a loop whole and nothing made sense in the world. When he closed his eyes he saw images similiar to those in the flash movie "Flashback" http://webzone.k3.mah.se/kit01051/flashback.html. Time stoped and a minute seemed like all eternity. SWIMS room was crazy the images he saw can not be explained. SWIM was trapped and he thought he had lived longer then the universe itself. Hours later the trip was slowly beginning to die down, and at 6 am SWIM fell asleep.
SWIMS trip lasted around 8-9 hours. Sorry for such a long post but SWIM had to tell someone about it. SWIM left out a lot of other stuff but the thought of typing what SWIM had seen his almost impossible. This flash movie http://webzone.k3.mah.se/kit01051/flashback.html is similiar to what SWIM saw and heard. The cars at the begging of the movie sound exactly how they did to SWIM.
If anyone has any questions just ask and SWIM will certainly reply.
It seems as though the combination of several elements worked in the detriment of the above trip:
Dose: 7g of psilocybe cubensis is a very large dose. 2.5g being the standard full portion.
Setting: A public place like a park or a coffeeshop can be difficult to handle on a large dose of mushrooms because these areas are generally more unpredictable and unfamiliar. A 7g dose would be significantly more managable in a peaceful, enjoyable setting.
Company: It seems as though the "friends" in the above report are not supportive of their companion on his intense trip. Perhaps it was ignorance, perhaps it was dislike. Either way it made matters far worse than they were.
For shure SWIM has learnt a lesson! Atmosphere is everything. Im shure SWIMs trip would have been more enjoyable in a peaceful setting. I also learned how annoying sober people can be. Unfortunatly most of SWIMs friends are against drugs. SWIM guesses his friends get a kick out of tormenting people on drugs, although they are truly good friends for the most part. SWIM should have stayed with his original buddies that were on shrooms, that way atleast they could comprehend with what SWIM was going through. Thats what SWIMs biggest mistake was. Leaving the original group. Although through some parts of the trip SWIM was actaully enjoying himself. SWIM just loved how the cars sounded: so trippy.
lol yeah SWIM did ditch them but they were fine. They went back to SWIMs friends house a couple hours later. SWIM did phone them a couple of times just to see what was up. SWIM wishes he stayed with them though oh well next time .
21-01-2007, 21:42
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