Jesus... downers!!!
SWIM was using uppers (binge-type, as is his usual practice) but somehow he managed to lose track of his use of downs recently. He thinks in the past 6 hours or so he's taken five or six Lunesta tablets (3mg apiece), 3mg or so of Klonopin and around 150mg of Lyrica (pregabalin). All this stuff except the Klonopin was plugged up SWIM's rear end, so go ahead and double those amounts if you like to get an idea of the effects.
Jeesh, SWIM feels like a serious zombie... his eyes keep crossing/uncrossing (losing focus completely), and about the same thing keeps happening to his general thought process. Combine that with being physically worn out + sleep deprived, and the situation is just insane. If SWIM dared shut his eyes for like 5 seconds, he thinks he'd wake up on the floor about 12 hours later. He'd like to go to bed, but never sleeps so soon after ending a stimulant run (makes him hella nervous).
Note that SWIM could probably post messages while sleepwalking/dreaming and still sound entirely coherent, so I assume he's making a modicum of sense here.
Last edited by Nicaine; 21-01-2007 at 04:13.
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