trying to get back into Art

[Beeker]

I'm beginning to see that my life has dragged me into the hole of materialism and away from my art.

I'm an artist who is forced to call himself a web developer or video editor and so on. Just to make ends meet, my art is pushed back so I can race my car or see a band ... go on a date.

I'm really feeling low right now because my passions are either looked as a social problem or as a waste of time because it doesn't produce cash. I'm so split on which path to choose. Art or money. At times I don't even know how to answer the question, "what do you do" because I've got so many occupations that I just don't care to bother with the boring chit-chat.

I feel like I'm alone, surrounded by drunk widget turners up to no good ... ordering the #2.