pretty straight forward here.. curious as to how often swiy stops to think about the long term effects of their experimental drug use / combinations. Do things like shortened life and "down the road" side effects make one think twice about ones choice of lifestyle/hobbies? Swim often has mixed emotions about it.. some days he doesn't care how short his life will be due to any factors of his lifestyle because he enjoys it too much, and manages it very well and has done what he feels to be suficed harm management research to avoid major mistakes. But then other days he will delay a chosen trip/experience because of the anxiety he gets thinking about what he's doing to himself.