COOKS CONFESSIONS -rember to SWIM

[iFeaRNLoathiNg]

here it is

""
Never wining, but never losing
Seems the wrong choices I am always choosing
Anhydrous and Lithium, Acid and Salt
I didn’t create the formula, who’s at Fault?
Surgical tubing, fish pump and awhile lot of pills
About 7 hours later, ya got the Shit that slowly kills
Hotels to Motels, Different Bed and different sheets
I'm surrounded by Empty pill boxes and Loved by speed freaks
Wide mouth Masons, Every where I look
Sometimes I feel like hitting the ether with acid when I cook
Everyone waiting, biting their nails
Praying ill be done soon, so they can snort their rails
Sometimes I wonder if this is someone’s Wrath
As I scrap the jars I swear I can hear the devil laugh
1 day 2 day's 3 days 4, 7 days, 10 days, 11, maybe more
This Shit will turn a virgin into a dirty whore
Some call it a Gift, I Know it’s a curse
Add my product to your life, to lower its worth
Maybe someday I’ll stop, but still nothing would END
Some one would learn the technique, so it starts ,Once again
""

Reputation Comments on this post:

Great, reminds swim of a past life

[senorsalvia]

Ahhhh, great stuff!!!--- It sorta reminds me of an anti-heroin poster I used to see in alot of heads places in the 60's.....I'm guessing there are alot of folks here that can relate..... Very nice indeed

[What_time_is_it???]

That is one of the most honest things that i have ever heard about that drug. I have never personnally done it but have seen many many many who have. I grew up in a town where they were constantly busting labs and some were even blowing up periodically. That drug can take a beautiful person on the inside and out and turn then into a lepor. And it doesnt even take time..in the matter of a couple of months....you get an extreme makeover CrAnK style.......

[~lostgurl~]

Great poem, thanks for sharing, very intense!

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yeah i know

[BeetleJuice]

Great poem man, I also read another post with your story but cant find it atm.
Bout that,man i feel bad for swiy,with "friend" like that i know i would have eaither just hunted em down one by one, or probably just finished myself.
great poem.
Stay strong.

[Spare Chaynge]

swim knows many meth heads and you speak the absolute truth if one were asked what did the idea of truth mean i would say its in your poem

[iFeaRNLoathiNg]

Originally Posted by BeetleJuice

Great poem man, I also read another post with your story but cant find it atm.
Bout that,man i feel bad for swiy,with "friend" like that i know i would have eaither just hunted em down one by one, or probably just finished myself.
great poem.
Stay strong.

You know Swim finds no one is worth throwing his life away for. That’s not what swim was supposed to do. Swim feels that was a free lesson, a valuable lesson that swim will never forget. If it happens twice, its swim's fault. Swim should have never gone that far with so many people, swim should have never gone that far period. Swim should have known the final out come, sooner or later it was bound to happen. After so long it gets to everyone, usually swim would start over another place and time. This time swims done, he got a chance, he took it, and finally, the right path. Swim has a chance for a real life with out all the crazy shit that comes with being THE OCEAN. Swim has had his share, believe him. Now swim would have never got here if he chose to retaliate. Swim knows the difference between Reason, and foolish pride.