Don't Do Speed Anymore =\

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Swim use to love speed so, so much. But unfortunately swins had to quick the altogether recently and pills incase they contain speed.

The problem is every single time swim takes it after about 3 hours in he begins to feel they need to pee but embaressingly when they go to the bathroom they cannot go. This last for about 7 hours after last usage and entails very very intense paranoia of desperately needing to go to the bathroom and thinking they are about to piss themselves but no matter how much time they spend stood over the toilet they cannot go no matter what! Swim's bladder also feels full to the point of bursting and they can't speak to anyone for longer than 2 minutes let alone even sit still because of the paranoia! This is wrecking swim's night every single time without fail and has got to the point where the high isn't even worth this and so swim has now been off pills + speed for about 3 months.

Has anyone else ever experience this? Or is swim completely alone?