I see my doctor today. January 8th or 9th is the day of reckoning. I haven't taken more than 3 a day. I took two one day. But yea they really help.
I have panic attacks, haven't had those just anxiety attacks. Most people call anxiety attacks panic attacks.
Panic attacks are the worst. Anxiety attacks aren't fun either.
Wish me luck.
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I'm glad the medication exists. But you have to take it knowing it will be short term in my opinion.
Kind of like pain pills unless you have chronic pain and if you do I feel for you.
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I cut my foot to the bone and was given pain pills. Man I was glad to have them but coming off.
I feel the same way about klonopin
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I feel like some people with chronic pain take too much because there is a buzz. Then they go to a clinic for withdrawals and they end up getting sent back to a pain doctor.
I've seen people withdrawing from heroin
. Really nice guy - I was sent to a place when I was in MDMA
psychosis. I hope he made it. I lost a friend to that drug
. I wanted to try it because I'm into jazz but I called a friend and she told me not to. She lost a boyfriend to it.
I think a lot of jazz musicians have tried it. They keep it on the DL but I read a book called "Effortless Mastery" and he went into drugs
and described heroin.
I'll stop typing but someone told me musicians' brains are different than other people. I don't know if that's true or not.
I was a music major. I think it could have changed me. I don't know. Just the thought of another semester makes me want to take a klonopin.
Listen to Phish - red rocks '94 then listen to '03. It doesn't last. Maybe it's an easy choice when you're young.
But the guys who last are the ones who stick to weed
and keep it simple.
Charlie Parker all of them it's horrible. It's a waste of life. Thanks for letting me vent.
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I'm really not worried about it after talking to my doctor. I haven't been on it long I shouldn't have a problem getting off.
I appreciate the input. I'm at ease with everything.