Smoking Heroin is no pleasure for SWIM

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SWIM smoked H 3 times in 3 years now (only chasing the dragon 'cause he don't wants to stick a needle in his arm) and everytime he thinks never ever again. Last time SWIM smoked ~0.3 gram in 24h. It feels to SWIM like being almost sick. Sometimes he thinks he is going to puke but this didn't happen. Like seasick. It makes the whole body itch, terrible. Sleeping is impossible for SWIM, he wakes up every 1 or 2 hours. Waking up in the morning is also terrible. He can't use H for getting to sleep like he does with some beer or thc. There was only little euphoria if SWIM believes to it, he stood up and moved a bit and felt good but then he must lay down. Sometimes SWIMs voice is another, its deeper in tone as he knows this from H users but this is controllable for SWIM.
The only thing SWIM liked is the taste ;-) yes, he likes the taste when smoking.
I ask myself how there are so many addicts to this? This isn't fun for SWIM!
Even when he takes it 2 days in a row its no pleasure. Some People saying the hard drugs getting to make fun even when its too late. SWIM had for luck no withdrawal effects after taking it 2 days. He is very carefully as he heard withdrawal effects begin after taking 3 days in row.
The only possibility to use this in a normal day routine is in SWIMs opinion, in prison/jail when nothing to with himself and can be laying around.
so this shouldn't be any attack to some users...perhaps its simply not SWIMs favourite drug, uppers are more his choice then downers.