A Sad PEP Love Story

[Euphoric]

This is SWIM’s sad PEP love story.

Last night SWIM tried a couple of new things. The first, at about 19:00 SWIM took 10mg of valium. SWIM took this on a full stomach. By 23:00 SWIM was disappointed to have felt no noticeable effects. So at 23:00 SWIM decided he would try a PEP love. When SWIM takes PEP originals, one is enough. SWIM emptied the contents of the capsule into a rolling paper and parachuted it. By 2am SWIM felt nothing! And SWIM went to sleep! This was shocking and upsetting, as SWIM had a rough week and had been anxious to do the aforementioned drugs.

Throughout the week SWIM smoked pot and drank nearly daily. And the Saturday 8 days ago SWIM took a really shitty hit of E, that as far as SWIM was concerned was just a caffeine pill as it lacked any euphoria, and the stimulation was minimal. It had been at least three weeks since SWIM had done any piperazines, and SWIM rarely does more than one at a time. SWIM doesn’t think he’s got a tolerance, but SWIM is very confused as to what went wrong. SWIM read that Valium before doing stimulants makes for a stronger come up, cause first you’re chill, and then BOOM, here come the stimulants.

Another thing SWIM has been doing throughout the rest of the week, not even once daily, is taking 5HTP. He took a couple before and after the E, then afterwards it was maybe one every other day, and they’re only 50mg.

Anyone have any theories as to why SWIM wasn’t feeling the PEP love? Maybe the valium was too low a dose, and that’s why SWIM didn’t feel the effects of that. But Goddamn, SWIM had high expectations of PEP love, as he has enjoyed originals so much. Next time SWIM will take one love and one original together, and if that doesn’t work, SWIM will cry.

Anyway, SWIM would like to hear your theories. Cheers