What´s the matter with SWIM? 4 months clean, a great life, and wanting to use again.

[VincentVan]

What´s the matter with SWIM?
He has´nt touched any drugs in more than four months, yet he´s nervously pacing his office´s rug wondering if to call his pusher.
He´s got money, health, a new convertible, even a tan.
More importantly he´s got the most beautiful of all possible daughters, a lovely, loving and beloved wife; house(s); no, a home, a job, friends, interests, a life.
Yet he feels that soon he´ll be driving where he could forget and maybe destroy all that.
What´s the matter with SWIM?

He offer counsel and sometimes suggestions to people who trust him.
He enjoys the respect of his peers and collegues and the admiration of folks he has and he has´nt met.
He´s got work to do.
He´s got things to do.
He´s got much to learn.
What´s the matter with SWIM?

He knows he will suffer.
He knows he will have to lie.
He knows he will have to hide.
He knows he will wish to die.
Yet he knows that soon he´ll be on his way.
To oblivion .
To annihilation.
To a better place.
To destruction.
What´s the matter with SWIM?

Yea. What´s wrong with this fucker?