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SWIMs girl is the best :)
She gave SWIM a "present" yesterday, and to SWIMs surprise he was handed a bottle of 22x 5mg hydrocodones
![]() She is into psychology, and SWIM can't begin to explain how great she is, but basically she gave SWIM the hydros to help with his anxiety problems now that his valium is dwindling. And because SWIM enjoys them recreationally ![]() How great is she!? SWIM will tell you. "VERY!" he says. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Trust me. She is very special, and they have actual, gods honest, TRUE love. Theres "love", then there is that special kind of "love", then there is the "holy shit, if we have souls and soulmates exist... we would qualify kind of love".
They have known each other since about 8th grade. Both in their early 20's now. First, they dated when they first met... a kind of 'hold hands omg im so shy' kind of thing. Then they dated again and fell in love... but SWIM got out of control with cocaine. Eventually he called her up and told her he was doing coke and cheated on her. Know what she said? "That's ok, we can work it out and get you help!" but SWIM wouldn't have it. Well, he came out of that bad slump and always always always just wanted another chance. Odds were in their favor when BOTH of them suddenly split up with their significant other of over a year at like the same time. FATE, I tell you! Now everything is AMAZING. SWIM really has a feeling of her being with him forever, and having an amazing family together. Both of them feel this way. She's such a great person, too. Smart, studying psychology (both of them have some mental issues, but really.. who doesnt?). Funny, we're both always crackin our asses up. Sincere, I know for a damn fact I won't have to worry when she goes out, like he did with other girls. I know she is loyal. And she is beautiful. And they both like doing drugs (more SWIM than her, but she likes to smoke pot, trip once in a while, and take pills). SWIM also won't get shit for doing drugs (save for cocaine. This is a NO-NO) or anything for that matter... very understanding person. SWIM has the perfect setup right now! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ![]() |
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man, than youre in for a world of hurt. its good to be young but nothing lasts
unless you make it last (sorry for the depressing "im glad for ya" post) |
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SWIM is pretty confident about this.
![]() He will do his best to make it last, I really feel as though they are both sincere. They're both mature people, and it isn't just a little fling. |
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yeah but the thing is not that youre both mature but that it never gets old, not even when youre 50,70,100. the point is not in that bullshit that we call "love" but keepin it fresh and alive, remeber that man. without effort everything dies, and i mean everything
um did i just say "keepin it fresh" sheesh |
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haha. No I definately know what you mean.
SWIM is definately doing everything in his power to keep things rolling and "fresh "It does seem like all these puzzle peices are suddenly falling into place, and his life is getting closer to that "perfect" word... of course it never will get there. No ones life is perfect. But for everything he's been through... this is a godsend. |
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In SWiN's present situation a bottle of Valium would have been a more appropriate gift, surely
?It's the thought that counts though, & the love of a good woman (or man for that matter!) can get a swimmer through the choppiest of waters! Hope it all stays good & you're both ready for fun, frolics & headfucks in the times to come !
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I think SWIM plans on going to his regular doc and try to get valium. if not he can pay his doctor at the end of the week, and hope he fills out another script for him, and give him a lovely middle finger on the way out.
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Good news! Go easy on the finger action though - the last thing SWiN needs is to be struck off the doc's books for insulting & aggressive behaviour; it could make getting in with another doc that much harder, & if it's looking like his benzo's are going to be cut (which after all is just good practice so long as the withdrawal is well managed) he's going to need as easy a life as possible. Which of course is where girly can make all the difference! Look after her (& just as importantly SWiN!)!
Oh, & tell SWiN not to rely too heavily on the hydro's for anxiety relief - he'll just be adding more grief into the equation by running the risk of adding an opiate habit to the benzo-mare... |
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Yeah, they were more of an "emergency" sort of thing. But yeah, I meant more of a mental middle finger... haha. Just to make myself happy.
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Thought so - just wanted to be sure ! Best of luck mate!
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Thanks!
Also, SWIM is very good with opiates. He has an addicting personality... but mainly towards stimulants. never had an opiate problem. But he loves em still! Ahhh, everything is so good feeling right now
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Sure you love it, but essentially it is co-addictive behaviour.
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Well... SWIM doesn't get out of control with opiates. He is in the drivers seat. Unlike hard stimulants, which can take ahold of SWIM and throw him into a rut.
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Well, SWIM is happy for ya, women like that, hard to find, hold on to it as long as SWIY can! And SWIM congradulates SWIY's knowledge of effort in a relationship. Awesome.
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This thread makes SWIJ smile Nahbus:
There may be nay sayers out there but SWIJ says they're miserable fuckers Enjoy life, it is beautiful. Enjoys SWIY's woman (coz SWIJ's sure she's beautiful too), enjoy the hydros (but not too much). Remember that life is special, and live every moment for what it is. "Perfect" is a moment. But SWIY only has to live it once to experience it. Much love X |
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SWIM is very happy for SWIY that he found a nice girl, SWIM doesn't see much couples who are truely in love lately, they all splitt up after a while, or cheat.
SWIM just wishes he could have a nice woman, though he just found out today that his "true" girl has a boyfriend, which she finely told SWIM after 4 months .. The girl didn't even tell her best friends she has a relationship with some guy, her best friend accidentally found out and was very pissed. Ow hell, SWIM is just going to get himself incredibly wasted and hope he forgets. SWIM is really happy for SWIY that he's has a lovely girl, atleast someone has. Last edited by Psych0naut; 26-08-2006 at 00:19. |
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Why is everyone bringing down this guy? Love is about being happy, enjoy it while it lasts. Sure it hurts, but the moments are worth it in my opinion. My last girlfriend was my first love, I still love her and it's been over a year and a half since we've broken up and I haven't found another girl since.
I got hurt, first time I've ever had my heart broken, but I would never take away those moments from my life if I had the choice to do so or not; she brought me to happiness I never experienced before, I seriously thought she was some kind of angel that was sent for me. Cheerish these moments, they are of great value. Make sure that person knows how you feel about them, I never had the chance to really tell her how much she means to me which bothers me in the back of my head...
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Congrats on your good fortune! I remember reading an earlier post - the one where things sorta blew up on SWIY - so it's nice to see things are going well now. Real nice. Felt very bad for SWIY about the other. Seriously good to know people still fall in love and get deliriously happy over it. Oh -- wait - that wasn't you hopping around on a couch on national TV, was it, lol?
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... bouts of anxiety and depression... God dammit he deserves this! ![]() Thanks people. SWIM is doing faaaaantastic! |
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Anyone who'd survived all that stuff would be a stronger person for having done so. Hey - when's the wedding, anyhow? Heh-heh. Just messing around. Just when SWIM starts thinking nothing goes right, SWIM reads something like what SWIY wrote and realizes - things DO go VERY right sometimes! Thanks for the hopeful message. Made SWIM's day.
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Aww. She's a great carer.
One small remark: The problem with psychology degrees is that you need a Master's and preferably a PhD in the subject before you can find a job with it, but there's lots of specialisations, even down to human resources, marketing-related things, etc. |
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