Methamphetamine is killing my mind and body

[kiddo]

After 3 months using speed everyday my mind's exploding... there are good and bad days but right now damn going crazy. I lost my weight, my nose hurts, my face, my teeth... most of the time I spend alone cause I'm not intrested in ppl (only one.. but in those 3months I haven't seen her)


Is there nothing I can do that helps for my teeth cause I don't wanna lose them omg no... only the thought makes me freak like hell


I tought if I see pictures and read things on the internet I'll think about it and quit. but two nights agoI saw pictures and they made me feel really bad.. I don't think they were real but still there is a bad feeling. when I feel like today and go crazy I keep on running to that shit.. I promised myself to quit two weeks when I go on holiday (after 9days). I'll see what that brings...


there was just a need to tell this someone and see what others say about it ... keep it good ppl!



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