Long Term effects of X?

[lostbos]

Hi, i have a question, i did X about 20 times in my life(i'm 23) i also smoked weed like every day for two years and used other drugs(lsd,crank,shrooms,coke) but mostly X and weed. I never did X more than once a week, there has been times when i waited longer than a week to do it again, i never did more than one and a half tab and i took it mostly at parties.

It's been over a year since i did X and any other drug, ever since i quit i don't feel like being around people, like when i go to the store i feel so weird like everyone is watching me and i don't like it, i can't think right, like my brain stops working, i just try to get the stuff as fast as possible and get out.

I also don't like looking at peoples faces anymore i'm always looking at the ground completely opposite of when i was on X, i loved being around a lot of people and looking them straight in the eyes and talking to them like i've known them forever when i was on X and before i even started using drugs.

I get the feeling there is something wrong with me when i'm talking to someone so i look away while i'm talking to them, it's so weird.


I don't know why i do this i know it's because of the drugs i did, i'm wondering if this is happening to anyone else and what do you think i should do?