Experiences - Morphine experiences

[Fantasian]

Originally Posted by imyourlittlebare

initially didnt feel great but after a few administerings nasally finally reached a good place.....only to find tolerance went through the roof. things got out of hand.

I think that statement alone shows why opiates are such a borderline game to play. There are so many pitfalls.

[strikks]

swim has been prescribed ms contin for 9 years and has been shooting 500-600mgs a day i am very concerned about swim's health because shootin them dar beauties is real bad for swim but if swim starts eating them he needs 3 times as much his pain doc is cool but i dunno how cool he would be after he is told that swim is bangin and has been for about a year or so i always firmly believe in telling the doctor the truth and being as honest as possible with them so you and he can adequatley treat yur pain but i am scared for swim's health and his skripts every month swim was told this advice.......... go to a couple other pain specialists this is technically not doctor shopping as long as you do not fill any skripts if they write you the same or better than your current doctor is then scedule your appt with the new doctor for your refill next month but tear the skript up go to your regularly scheduled appt. with your regular doc THEN tell him the truth about shooting and your tolerance and that you are scared for your health and want to quit but you need 3 times as much medication orally if he says yes blow off the other doctor if he says your shut off you have your new doctor to fall back on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE MORPHINE THE BETTER!!!!!!!

[beentheredonethatagain]

strikks, your better off IMO to do the following.
First telling your dr. that swiy has been banging the meds he has prescribed to swiy is a sure fire way of getting on his bad side. ( no more prescriptions)
So the best thing is to stop injecting those meds in the arm and start to plug them into your booty. Since the viability is much better than the oral route.
That should allow you to wing down off the IV without too much discomfort.
The way I see it , it's the only choice. remember to remove the point off the syringe before going into the anal cavity

[beentheredonethatagain]

swib has water soluable morphine Imeditate release 15mg pills. they are tiny little tabs that look like artificial sweetern. swib has fired them before but not to fond of the feeling. tonite he crushed up 5 pills and snorted. It was a warm feeling starting right under his hair on his scalp. the line was smooth , without any burn. the warmth is now at his shoulder area and it has been only 2 minute since the line was consumed. he is starting to scratch his sweaty shoulders and is thinking a shower might feel real good.
swib's pain in his back is still there , caused by changing a flat tire yesterday.
the line is now draining and is going down his throat. it taste a little kinda good and its now tasting stronger . warmth is over the majority of his body, a nice calm feeling, but not much as far as euphoria. swib will now smoke a few hits of some mid grade pot, to kinda rid the taste in the back of his mouse. the buzz from the grass is just right, while he sits and types.
swib wonders about how much of the morphine would be required to get a nice shot from it, he has been orally tolerante to 200 + mgs daily , without ever feeling high from it. now it must be on, things are different and weird, like a 4th deminson with spelling now a chore. He looks at screen and he thinks the word he typed abouv chore looks like choir, now it looks like chord. little things like that have started to be noticed. aswell as the head starts talking, not aloud just thoughts in a monolouge . report is better than expected, nik no-one i know, was thinking it wasnt going to be notciable ecspecaily for a steamhours i meant steam-hourse, no its steam_horse.

be safe , swib is to bed to see what the rest factor is like

[beentheredonethatagain]

had a two year run , with a note from the dealer in a white lab coat.
He and I were tight , so tight that I placed time each month usually every 28 days to visit him at the office .

I made a point to look and act nice and with some class, he like would carry a pad upon it he scribled in a language foreign , but somehow it was clear .

year after year I walk in and said a few pleasant "how's the kids" " sure is a nice day" " doing better here" thanks doc.

not more tha 11 minutes and down the elevator to a sweet little shop, really a dream in the world of a major thinker, some for everyone. Young to the elder found a nut to fit their screw.

I would leave there with these bottles , sounding like candies rattling in the
box. Must enjoy one or three now so to be not rattled on the drive home.

I thought beenthere is a lucky guy, he is smarter and very on top of the game. Not a looser , unlike so many of his peers.

I now sleep in on most daze, or not sleep and just daze. you know my friends get on my nerves, ez ole me , Just if they would be more like me.

So many now have the gull to bother me with trivial stuff, whist i get direction from the Big Guy above. Don't cha know.

oh, yeah running low , it is not best thing to have fun doing, no . i said it before , I get the withdraw long before running out. oh its not a wicked sickness , just a mind game. this to let me in on what not to let open its black side.

probaly should just take it in stride, after all being chained to the big pharamcy and the note pad guy is only for life or death.

because I would rather not count the pills to the days left in a month , heavy eyes, and a better than thou manner of dealing with decent people who tolerate the shit giving so freely by me, I weened off slowly and in a matter of business like drive, Poor ole beenthere has now severed his ties to a life long scribbler of permission slips.

november 20 hell openned its drab and colorless home to celebrate with me, for all of two weeks we got to hear the good ole cries of withdraw.

Why did the smart guy now have to taste the dumb poisonless life ? after all he could get some of those bottles rattling like a cobra.

beenthere has learned one or two lessons , never become smarter than the people who like you , and being smarter in most cases shows how dumb you really are to those same peers who sit back and chill.

Beenthere almost wasted all of his time left in this life, being a man of skills with the handling of the man in the lab coat and his pals, really costed more than I could have figured on spending for a pocket and body filled with candies.

I would ask anyone who is like beenthere today , Will this be the end to you too? Luv and Hugs btdta opiate free!

[phee]

swim takes 10mg every 4 hours for chronic back pain,sometimes id like to take more as it doesnt touch the pain

[strikks]

i am just learning how to do this computer thing forgive me anyway swim does have a huge tolerance unfortunatly cause swim's pain levels are thru the roof swim has trigeminal neuralgia from a tramua to the skull!!

[BakaBilly]

SWIM has been in and out of the ER for the last 7 years with unexplained and unberable pain and nausea in the gut. Docs say IBS or IBD or both! But they dont know for sure.

Anyways most of these times swim was given Morhphine through IV and on several occasions SWIM had to stay in the hospital for a day or two with a morphine drip system. Its one of these experiences I will recall.

00:00 after about 2 hours in the ER in pain SWIM is finally given something for the pain..Morphine
00:20 the initial injection isnt felt at all. SWIM doesnt know the exact dosage but he ventures to guess about 3mgs
00:30 another injection of Morphine, 2mgs (total IV morphine 5mgs)
00:35 SWIM can feel the effects of the high, but pain is still in the 9s on the 1-10 scale
00:55 SWIM gets another injection. 2mgs SWIM feels it instantly(7mgs total). His body gets warm, the pain subsides a little more and everything slows down considerably
01:00 Pain is still in the 8s so the nurse goes to get another dose of Morphine. SWIM needs oxygen from tubes as his breathing has subsided greatly. SWIM still feels warm and even tho hes in great pain hes singing show tunes and making strange jokes at his own expense.
01:20 Nurse arrives with another dose..2mgs. This one feels better and SWIM can feel its effects in a more pronounced way. SWIM actually feels high. Pain is still in the 7s even after 9mgs of morphine. Euphoria is in the 10s.
01:45 The morphine hasnt worked on the pain enough to be sent home so SWIM is put into out patient and given a morphine drip system.
02:00 SWIM now has the ability to call upon 1mg of morphine every 8 minutes with the push of one little button. The pain has gone away completley but SWIM doesnt let on.
02:08 the first button press. SWIM cant really feel the 1mg going into his blood system right away. SWIM already feels fantastic from the first 9mgs. SWIM is in the hospital but the morphine has such an effect that he actually likes it there. SWIM itches a little and feels warm all over. SWIM is very talkative with the nurses and even daytime television isnt so bad.
2:30 SWIM has been given something for the itch via iv and has pressed the button a few times since the last note. SWIM feels fantabulous. No more itch. And everything is "ok". Morphine never makes swim feel like things are overly great or utterly depressing. Morphine makes swim think that everything is just "ok" like hes floating in mediocre land.
3:30 SWIM is trying not to doze off so he can press the button more but at this point SWIM has had at least 15mgs of morphine in a 3 hour period. Its very hard not to nod off. SWIM dreams while sleeping. Something he doesnt normally do, or remember. SWIMs dreams rock. QVC rocks! The nurse waking me up every 30 minutes ROCKS!

SWIM was there till the next morning all the while on the drip system. And everytime 8 minutes went by SWIM pressed the button. Between IV morphine and medical grade oxygen SWIM had a great time feeling great. The next day they took the drip system off and sent SWIM home. Maybe it was from the oxygen but SWIM had no hangover or withdrawl symptoms. SWIM has seen other experience reports that say nausea and headaches are common the next day after doing 10mgs or more. But SWIM has never felt crappy the next day, or day after that.

SWIM has gone through the above at least 3 times.

Now they skip the morphine altogether and inject SWIM with Dilaudid (hydromorphone) ever since SWIM has been introduced to Dilaudid he hasnt booked a stay at the hospital. The stuff usually works right away and works right. Which is a shame because damn them drip thingys are FUN!

[Archenemy]

SWIM had his first experience with morphine about 8months ago...
SWIM Had been using Oxycodone/Hydrocodone for a year and a half, but when SWIM used Morphine... SWIM loved it.
hehe, Sadly, SWIM was an idiot and crushed 2 100mg tablets and swallowed those, then folled that by railing 1 100mg tab. (I think SWIM was at school trying to impress the lady folk >_<) SWIM overdosed... tho SWIM cant say it wasent pleasurable ;-)
Ever since then, SWIM has had much more respect for Morphine, and Morphine has been good to SWIM.

[BakaBilly]

Originally Posted by Archenemy

SWIM had his first experience with morphine about 8months ago...
SWIM Had been using Oxycodone/Hydrocodone for a year and a half, but when SWIM used Morphine... SWIM loved it.
hehe, Sadly, SWIM was an idiot and crushed 2 100mg tablets and swallowed those, then folled that by railing 1 100mg tab. (I think SWIM was at school trying to impress the lady folk >_<) SWIM overdosed... tho SWIM cant say it wasent pleasurable ;-)
Ever since then, SWIM has had much more respect for Morphine, and Morphine has been good to SWIM.

holy smokes! SWIM is lucky that in pill for it seems to only yeild %30-40 bioavailability.

Someone get that swimmer some oxygen!

I just recently saw a new episode of "Weeds" where two guys have a friend who is in the hospital after a motorcycle wreck. They are so upset at seeing their friend this way that they search his hospital room for a clean needle to they can share some of his morphine on IV. hehe sorry...Just had to share that laugh,

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I like the idea of tapping a morphine drip

[chronicpain247]

Originally Posted by BakaBilly

I just recently saw a new episode of "Weeds" where two guys have a friend who is in the hospital after a motorcycle wreck. They are so upset at seeing their friend this way that they search his hospital room for a clean needle to they can share some of his morphine on IV. hehe sorry...Just had to share that laugh,

Not to get too off topic but I saw that one too, that shit was hilarious!! I love that show!!

[SuzyQ]

A couple of years ago SWim had her first legal drug experience of pleasure and sever pain. I went camping with some friends at one of the local dams and it was pouring all day and we were 7 souls trapped in a tiny tent. I ended up haveing to go to the local hospital fofr pneumonia for a week. Were the private hospital give their patients allthe good satuff and soon the givving my IV morfine four times a day. SWim was seriously tripping. The crap thing was the withdrawel I suffered when I was sent home after 7 days of free, and fantastic drugs.
SA rocks man

[chronicpain247]

well swim has been on morphine for chronic pain for about 8 months now, first 60mg brand name 2x per day, then 30mg MS contins 4x per day cause he switched insurance and new insurance wouldn't cover brand names. Swim has never really caught a buzz from morphine. He notices that it does help with the pain slightly and keeps him from going into WD's when all the good Breakthough meds are gone ,but never really got high. Swim has started reading a lot on this site and another really great forum, which I won't mention, and found out about the very low bio-avail of morphine Oral. Now swim has a very high tolerance, it takes about 100-120 mgs of oxycodone IR for him to feel great. So after reading that Morph has about half the Bio-avail of Oxy, swim has started to up the amount of morph he has been crushing up, putting in a shot class and downing with a bit of grapefruit juice. He recently has gone up to 120mg, then 150mg, them 180mg. That is about as high as swim feels comfortable going for safety reasons, even though his rational side tells him that you can't OD if you aren't high in the first place, he still is kinda scared to go above 180mg of morph IR. So after downing 180mg swim can only say that he has felt a slight bit more talkative and a very little euphoria. Swim is thinking of trying to plug some (anal admin) but will start off with a much smaller dose of course. Swim always hears of these people having these great experiences with morphine and he just can't see how that is, Swim guesses that these folks must have a much lower tolerance then he does. Swim does not use IV and does not want to start. Swim has read a few posts about people smoking OC and getting real nice, he was wondering if you could smoke MS contins and if anyone has any experience with this.

[beentheredonethatagain]

Originally Posted by chronicpain247

. He recently has gone up to 120mg, then 150mg, them 180mg. That is about as high as swim feels comfortable going for safety reasons, even though his rational side tells him that you can't OD if you aren't high in the first place,

I have never heard of not being able to OD if swiy is not high. In fact opiates like methadone will stay in your system long after the effect has left.

When drugs like Morphine kill a person it is because they shut your breathing down.

I was told by doctor that one minute a person could seem ok on morphine , then stop breathing.

[chronicpain247]

Originally Posted by beentheredonethatagain

I was told by doctor that one minute a person could seem ok on morphine , then stop breathing.

yeah well, that's why swim just isn't comfortable going any higher that 180 mgs of MS contin IR. It just too scary, and although Swim has a high tolerance and likes to get nice, he isn't stupid.

Does anyone know about other admin methods, aside from any kind of needle methods, that may increase Bio-availability of MS contin?

[morpho]

What is the best way for SWIM to take MS contin? has anybody used Chitosan?
SWIM is confused, oral? nasal? with food? without? Swim knows there are many posts but they all seem to be contradictory. How would SWIM use Chitosan?

[Fantasian]

Originally Posted by morpho

What is the best way for SWIM to take MS contin? has anybody used Chitosan?
SWIM is confused, oral? nasal? with food? without? Swim knows there are many posts but they all seem to be contradictory.

There so contradictory because it depends on what SWIY is looking for, the experience SWIyou seeks dictates what type of administration is best.

Intranasal will be a stronger yet shorter lasting high where as oral will be longer lasting but not have the same peak effect. Without food again, absorbtion will be quicker giving a quicker onset of effects or with food a more delayed gradual onset. Not sure what Chitosan is sorry except for the bandages that use chitosan to clot blood which i certainly hope your not eating.

Regardless of your route of administration if your taking MS contin for recreation you'll need to grind the tablet/capsule into a fine powder as it's currently made for time release which you wont want.

[morpho]

thankz, Swim does grind and snort, on an empty stomach...I just read that taking morph with food increases bioavailability, or taking it with grapefruit juice. I am surprised that chitosan isnt more popular with morph users, it is a fat blocker/suppliment that is supposed to increase bioavailability 7X

[Fantasian]

Originally Posted by morpho

thankz, Swim does grind and snort, on an empty stomach...I just read that taking morph with food increases bioavailability, or taking it with grapefruit juice. I am surprised that chitosan isnt more popular with morph users, it is a fat blocker/suppliment that is supposed to increase bioavailability 7X

Chitosan could very well work, I just dont know anything about it . Grapefruit juice is suppose to inhibit some of the enzymes that breakdown morphine in the stomach but regardless if SWIF is snorting it none of that matters, even stomach content isnt important if it's all being insufflated anyway. It never gets to the stomach, it's all absorbed by the mucus membranes of the nose and straight to the bloodstream.

[razorwiredildo]

A few days ago swim had his most intense morphine experience. before then he had done morphine quite a few times, but he had never gone "balls to the wall" with it before. he started off with 45mgs morphine sulfate ir oral.......nothing new. about an hour later, swims friend came over with his bottle of morphine, he has a prescription. swim took another one and then drank a little wine. probably about 1-2 glasses worth. about 20 minutes later, swim swallowed another morphine bringing the total to 75mgs about 20 minutes after that swim snorted about 15 more mgs. total intake 90mgs. swim considered taking another, but is glad now that he didnt. swim attempted to have sex with his girlfriend but could only keep his dick up for about 30 seconds at a time and the entire time he was trying to fuck he was going back and forth between nodding and being awake. he gave up on fucking and just talked. once again, he was haveing trouble not nodding off. sometimes he would start to nod and then say things that he had dreamed in his nod, then he would come to and wonder what the fuck he just said. His gf said he was scaring her, but swim felt great. He went to sleep pretty soon afterwards feeling wonderful. While it was awesome, swim is glad he didnt take a 7th pill, things might not have been so great if he had.

[y0ssarianlives]

SWIM was dependent on morphine for many months before seeking refuge at a methadone maintenance clinic. SWIM used to receive 60mg extended release morphine capsules and crush those suckers up, mix with cold water, filter, and IV.

First off, SWIM gets an amazing rush within the first 10 seconds. It is not overpowering or as euphoric as SWIM suspects heroin is (SWIM has never had the chance to try H) but it feels as if SWIY's entire body is suddenly warm, fuzzy, euphoric, like the moment right after the main brunt of an orgasm, and SWIY becomes totally calm and warm. This feeling tapers off around 30 seconds and SWIY are left with a noticeable yet not overwhelming body high with very little energy as compared to oxycodone, and SWIM had the tendency to become quite irritable. This feeling remains for a couple of hours then lowers to even less of a noticeable effect then around 4 hours later SWIM would begin going into withdrawal.

All in all SWIM enjoys this substance very much when compared to oxycodone; fent was always SWIM's favorite but morphine was the staple diet, the bread and butter per say and fent was more the occasional ice cream sunday. It gives SWIM a decent rush, settles into a pleasant body high with irritability, tapers off into withdrawals after about 4 hours.

An overall nice substance.

[IHrtHalucingens]

SWIM has a funny morphine experience, his friends mom snorted 15 mg of morphine sulphate in the early evening (~6) and by 11pm she was basically sleep walking around the house opening every door and cabinet in the house, when SWIM and his friend walked up to her to see if she was ok she stared right through us blankly and continued on with her business. This was hilarious to SWIM, really goes to show how stron this stuff can be and that the confusion and borderline hallucinations possible with this substance.

[pixplzthx]

The kid around the corner relates to me a rather interesting story that occurred early on in the quest for an opiate that actually worked:

Originally Posted by TKATC

In short: Morphine didn't work wellfor me. Even at doses above 120 mg (orally). Once out of frustration (the pain was peaking) 90 mg was inhaled. In retrospect this may not've been very smart but desperation to eliminate the pain overrode rational thought. A few minutes had passed and suddenly wellness had been attained. Unfortunately, a few minutes later a rapid form of ataxia overwhelmed my senses. Walking, hand movement and most motor skills were out the window. Luckily, breathing felt normal. This continued for twenty minutes at most. Then, as quickly as the effects came, they left. For the next two hours though, no significant pain was felt.

Shortly there after, TKATC took the remaining pills to the doctor and asked for something "better". Oddly enough, 2 * 10 mg hydrocodone was more effective for the situation.

It is definitely amazing how different everyone's chemical make-up is.

[reduceNreact]

swim got its hands on 50 30Mg IR morphine sulfate tabs. what's the better way of administrating them? snorting or oral? seems oral wastes them sense only 25% bio availability that way and 75 % snorting them, is swim right? and whats a good dosage?

[Housefan]

My first swim post, I hope I do this right. SWIM has been on 30mg ms contin twice a day for 5 years and never feels anything from it. SWIM has alot of pain. SWIM also takes 2 4mg dilaudid a day and feels that and likes that much better. SWIM must be immune to MScontin. SWIM's dr says 1 10mg Vicodin is like 1 4mg Dilaudid . SWIM is using a nailfile to scrape off mauroon stuff on mscontin to see if taking it any other way than swallowing will help SWIM'S pain