re-occuring weird experience

[darley]

Could do with some advise, i took extacy just before christmas, 2nd time used it &1st time was amazing, this time however i was with people who use e regularly & i ended up back at their's, 2 lads 1 girl, given a spliff as i used to smoke a fair bit... got monged, drifting sub-consciously in & out.


Noticed the others acting strange around me, talking loudly about rubbish when they cld see me trying to get myself together and then going silent just tapping hands & feet to the music when i was monging again... i cldnt figure out what was happening around me & became edgy, then they started to say random words like'fuking strange' etc.. this went on possibly a hr or longer& i knew they were messing with my head because i was battered but at the time didnt feel sure enough to speak out.


I did manage to later voice that i wanted to leave & got a taxi home, slept it off still feeling puzzled. Next day constant phone calls off the girl to check i was ok, replied using txt sayingi thought she was dark & didnt want to speak.Her & her boyfriend,who r on the fringe of my group of friends (who do not use drugs)then told everyone i'd justgotvery paranoid & completely deniedthe cruelty they'd put me thru. Whats worse is now because of this i cant smoke because iget paranoia &start to believe everyone around me, even those i trust are manipualting me.


I've tried to be breif when i'm writing this as its such a long & complicated story but i hope someone out there gets the jist & can reassure me i'm not going crazy.. did they mess me up? has anyone else suffered from a similar experience? pls help.